taking the ferry back to the mainland this afternoon. Never could stay in one place for long, as I recall. And she couldnât wait to get shed of Desire.â
âGoing off to college and making a career and a life for herself isnât desertion.â
Though he didnât move or make a sound, Kate knew the shaft had hit home, and was sorry sheâd felt it necessary to hurl it. âSheâs back now, Sam. I donât think sheâs up to going anywhere for a while, and thatâs not the point.â
Kate marched up, took a firm hold on his arm, and turned him to face her. There were times you had to shove an obvious point in Samâs face to make him see it, she thought. And that was just what she intended to do now.
âSheâs hurting. She doesnât look well, Sam. Sheâs lost weight and sheâs pale as a sheet. She says she hasnât been ill, but sheâs lying. She looks like you could knock her down with a hard thought.â
For the first time a shadow of worry moved into his eyes. âDid she get hurt on her job?â
There, finally, Kate thought, but was careful not to show the satisfaction. âItâs not that kind of hurt,â she said more gently. âItâs an inside hurt. I canât put my finger on it, but itâs there. She needs her home, her family. She needs her father.â
âIf Joâs got a problem, sheâll deal with it. She always has.â
âYou mean sheâs always had to,â Kate tossed back. She wanted to shake him until sheâd loosened the lock he had snapped on his heart. âDamn it, Sam, be there for her.â
He looked beyond Kate, to the marshes. âSheâs past the point where she needs me to bandage up her bumps and scratches.â
âNo, sheâs not.â Kate dropped her hand from his arm. âSheâs still your daughter. She always will be. Belle wasnât the only one who went away, Sam.â She watched his face close in as she said it and shook her head fiercely. âBrian and Jo and Lexy lost her, too. But they shouldnât have had to lose you.â
His chest had tightened, and he turned away to stare out over the marsh, knowing that the pressure inside him would ease again if he was left alone. âI said Iâd be up to the house later on. Jo Ellen has something to say to me, she can say it then.â
âOne of these days youâre going to realize youâve got something to say to her, to all of them.â
She left him alone, hoping he would realize it soon.
FOUR
B RIAN stood in the doorway of the west terrace and studied his sister. She looked frail, he noted, skittish. Lost somehow, he thought, amid the sunlight and flowers. She still wore the baggy trousers and oversized lightweight sweater that sheâd arrived in, and had added a pair of round wire-framed sunglasses. Brian imagined that Jo wore just such a uniform when she hunted her photographs, but at the moment it served only to add to the overall impression of an invalid.
Yet sheâd always been the tough one, he remembered. Even as a child sheâd insisted on doing everything herself, on finding the answers, solving the puzzles, fighting the fights.
Sheâd been fearless, climbing higher in any tree, swimming farther beyond the waves, running faster through the forest. Just to prove she could, Brian mused. It seemed to him Jo Ellen had always had something to prove.
And after their mother had gone, Jo had seemed hell-bent on proving she needed no one and nothing but herself.
Well, Brian decided, she needed something now. He stepped out, saying nothing as she turned her head and looked at him from behind the tinted lenses. Then he sat down on the glider beside her and put the plate heâd brought out in her lap.
âEat,â was all he said.
Jo looked down at the fried chicken, the fresh slaw, the golden biscuit. âIs this the lunch
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