Youâre going to go with me to New Mexico. Youâll stay with me if youâre okay with that. I donât think either one of us should be alone right now. Family has to stick together. But, Emmie, you should try to talk to Mom before you make that decision. She fired you, but she told me to pack my bags and get out. I see negotiating room there for you if you want it.â
âYou already sound like a lawyer, Nick. Iâll go out and say good-bye, but thatâs it. Iâm really sorry about Willow. I truly liked her. She was good for you.â
âSometimes things arenât meant to be. We had two great weeks. Some people donât even get that. Iâll do what she wants for now, but Iâm not giving up on her. I love her, sheâs my wife.â
âI can make you some bacon and eggs, Nick. Iâm too tired to go out for something to eat. Tomorrow is another day, and you look awful. Letâs eat and call it a night. All our problems will be here in the morning. You didnât say anything about the baby, Nick.â
âSometimes wonderful things come out of chaos. A baby is a wondrous thing. I get to be an uncle. Iâll be a good one, Emmie. I swear I will. A baby needs a father figure. I think youâre going to make a wonderful mother. I have a feeling weâre both stepping into a new and wonderful life. Hatch told me about his wife and son and the accident that killed them both. Bode and his wife Brie have twin girls. Hank isnât married. The proverbial bachelor. I think Brie will take you under her wing. Itâs a good thing, Emmie. Letâs eat so we can go to bed.â
âYou arenât going to sleep, and you know it. We have to decide what to do about SunStar Farms.â
âFor now, donât do anything, Emmie. Neither one of us is in the right frame of mind to make any kind of important decision that pertains to other people. For ourselves, yes, but not for the uncles. That was Momâs doing anyway.â
âYou sound like you hate her, Nick,â Emmie said, slapping bacon into the frying pan.
âThereâs a fine line between love and hate. I love her, but I donât like her right now.â His voice was anxious when he said, âIs that how you feel, too?â
Emmieâs head bobbed up and down. Tears dripped down her cheeks.
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Emmie waited until she knew Nick was busy with other things before she went out to her SUV. She climbed in and started the engine. She drove off with no destination in mind. Her mind whirled and twirled as she drove along. Eventually she ended up at the entrance of Blue Diamond Farms. She parked along the side of the road and stared at the place sheâd called home for most of her life. She looked up at the bronze sculpture of Flyby that graced the entrance. Flyby, her motherâs beloved horse, the horse Nealy had ridden to victory in the Kentucky Derby, the Preakness, and the Belmont to make her a Triple Crown winner. If Emmie lived to be a hundred, she didnât think she would ever see a more magnificent horse.
She made a tent out of the palm of her hand to stare across the Blue Diamond spread. It was so breathtaking with its miles of white board fencing, fencing sheâd helped paint every year of her life. The little hills and valleys of the dark blue-green grass stretched for miles and miles. When she was little her mother had shown her how to take a blade of grass and put it between both thumbs and whistle. Her mother had always laughed and laughed when she was able to do it.
Emmie sat down on the rich, velvety grass that was like a soft carpet and hugged her knees. She needed to feast her eyes on what she considered the most beautiful place on earth.
By squinting and shielding her eyes, she could see the old fieldstone house with the glorious front porch where sheâd played as a child. She remembered her mother rocking her on Maudâs old rocker and