rememberedâMia needed to feel better too.
How is your tooth? I asked.
Better, she replied. Ur Mom is nice.
Aaaaaa! Only sometimes! I wrote.
Now, I know that wasnât exactly true. She is nice most of the time. But right then I was superangry with her.
After I said good-bye to Mia, I went to my desk and turned on my laptop. I knew exactly what my poem was going to be about.
CHAPTER 11
Now Iâm Confused Again
There is a black cloud in my heart.
When it rains, I cry.
Nothing is fair.
Nothing is fair.
Why do people get sick?
Why do friends fight?
I wonât write the whole poem here now, because itâs kind of long, but you get the idea. Once I realized I didnât have to rhyme, then it was kind of easy. I just concentrated on my feelings. Plus, I made sure to put in some metaphors and similes, to make Ms. Harmeyer happy, so I could get a good grade.
I have to admit that I actually felt better after I wrote the poem. Kind of like my angry feelingsleft me and attached to the paper or something. Running makes me feel better too, but in a different way. When I run, worries and other feelings leave my body, but I guess with poetry, those feelings float away into the air.
The next day, it was hard to even look at Callie, though, because my stomach flip-flopped every time I thought about having to stay with her. Thank goodness for my friends. At least they understood.
âThatâs just awful!â Emma said when I told her and Alexis about it during lunch. Mia sat next to me and nodded sympathetically.
âYou could stay at my house,â Alexis offered.
âOr mine,â Emma added.
I shook my head. âThanks, but I already tried seeing if I could stay at Miaâs. Momâs being totally unfair about it.â
âItâll go by fast,â Mia said.
âBring headphones with you,â Alexis suggested.
I sighed. âIâll just be glad when this is over.â
âHey, Mom said we could do the test batch at our house tonight,â Emma said. âIs seven okay?â
Everyone said that would be fine.
âMom and I bought the ingredients over the weekend,â Emma continued.
âI hope you saved your receipt,â said Alexis.
Emma rolled her eyes. âOf course! I know you would never let me forget it if I didnât.â
I suddenly felt nervous. âIt feels like we still have a ton of things to do,â I said. âWhat about the decorations and everything?â
âI made a tie-dyed tablecloth for us at Dadâs last weekend,â Mia reported. âAva helped me.â
âAnd my dadâs going to get the milk for us on Saturday morning,â Alexis said. âHeâs going to donate the milk, since itâs for a good cause.â
âOh, and we found the cutest striped straws to put in the cups of milk!â Emma reported. âTheyâre rainbow colored, to go with the tie-dyed theme.â
âAnd weâre going to wear aprons that we can decorate with peace symbols and stuff,â Alexis said.
âWow,â I said. âYou guys did all that?â
âWe were texting all weekend,â Alexis said. âWe didnât want to bother you at your grandmaâs.â
For a second I didnât know if my feelings should be hurt, but then I decided they shouldnât be. Iâm glad I spent the weekend with Grandma Carole instead of worrying about the fund-raiser.
âThanks for doing all that,â I said.
âBesides, Katie, weâre counting on you to make the cupcakes as groovy as possible,â Mia added.
I nodded. âIâll feel better after we do the test batch.â
Mia frowned. âIâve got to go back to your mom after school today. I hope I can still get my homework done, or I might not be able to come.â
âDonât worry about it,â Alexis said. âItâs just a test. Friday night is when weâll need all four of us to really
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