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surrealist painting. What I could make out was that Hilmi Hamadawas hanging by his feet, silent and motionless; either he had passed out or else he was dead.
âI was so shocked and disgusted that I staggered backwards. âThat is in â¦,â I started to say but then the words stuck in my mouth as I noticed the guard staring at me.
â âWhat were you saying?â he asked.
âI felt utterly sick.
â âThis is inâ,â you said, âin â¦Â what?â
âHe pushed me ahead of him. âInhumane, is that what you meant?â he asked. âAnd what about all those blood-filled dreams you all had, were they supposed to be so humane?â â
This was followed by a further interval of time during the course of which he had suffered a bad attack of influenza in the wake of a particularly cold spell of weather. While he was still recovering, he was summoned to Khalid Safwanâs office again. At that particular juncture his greatest desire was to be transferred to any other prison or jail. As it turned out, Khalid Safwan spoke first.
â âYouâre in luck,â he said.
âI looked at him in amazement.
â âOnce again youâve been proved innocent.â
âAll my resources of strength deserted me, and I felt an overwhelming desire to sleep.
â âYour visit to Hilmi Hamadaâs house was entirely innocent, wasnât it?â
âI was terrified and had no idea what to say.
â âHeâs confessed, but luckily for him too weâve proof that he never joined any organization or party. Itâs the real workers weâre after, not the amateurs.â
âWith that my hopes of being released perked up again.
â âYouâre still not saying anything,â he continued, âout of respect for the sanctity of friendship, no doubt.â For amoment he just sat there, but then he went on, âItâs that same faith in the power of friendship that makes us want to be your friends as well.â
âWhen was he going to order my release? I wondered.
â âBe a friend of ours,â he said. âYou told us you were devoted to the revolution. I believe you. So why donât you be one of our friends? How do you like the idea?â
â âIâm delighted, sir.â
â âWeâre all children of the same revolution. Weâre honor-bound to protect it with all due vigor, isnât that so?â
â âOf course.â
â âBut there has to be a positive attitude as well. The friendship we require has to be a positive one.â
â âIâve regarded myself as a friend of the revolution from the very beginning.â
â âSo how would you feel if you learned that the revolution was being threatened? Would that make you happy? Would you keep your mouth shut about it?â
â âCertainly not!â
â âThatâs exactly what weâre asking for. Youâll be going to see a colleague of ours whoâll tell you the proper way to do things. But Iâd like to remind you that weâre a force that is in complete control of things. There are no secrets from us. Friends are rewarded, and traitors are punished. Thatâs the way it is.â â
Ismaâilâs face clouded over as he recalled this particular incident. If anything, he now looked even more miserable than before.
âCould you have said no?â I asked, trying to relieve his misery a bit.
âYou can always find some excuse or other,â he said, âbut thereâs no point.â
So that is the way he emerged from his imprisonment,an informer with a fixed salary and a tortured conscience. However hard he struggled with himself to conceptualize his new job in terms of his strong ties to the revolution, he always ended up feeling utterly appalled at
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