by the burst of joy that had accompanied the dream. A joy he hadnât experienced for a long time, a joy heâd believed he would never feel again.
When the last of the dream images had left his mind, heâd scoffed at his own emotions. Marissa, with all her talk of Mr. Right and love forevermore, had apparently seeped into his subconscious mind. But in his conscious mind he knew better than to fall for the fantasy.
âBeen there, done that,â he muttered to the new morning. And heâd never be fool enough to fall for the fantasy again.
It had taken him five years to recover when hislife had fallen apart. He wasnât about to allow one sexy blonde with dewy eyes and crazy dreams to disrupt the tentative peace heâd finally managed to find for himself.
What he couldnât figure out was how a woman heâd known less than three days had managed to invade his dreams. It was ridiculous.
He looked at his watch and stood. It was exactly six, and he had a feeling Marissa would be prompt. He walked through his bedroom and to the front door. He gazed out the door just in time to see her rental car pulling up out front.
He hadnât maneuvered the stairs since the day sheâd brought him home from the hospital. Going up somehow seemed easier than going down. Falling upstairs held less chance for damage than falling down. Heâd left one crutch in his bedroom, figuring by now he needed only one. He gripped the crutch tightly and started down.
Heâd reached the third stair when Marissa magically appeared before him. âLet me help you,â she said. Before he could protest, she took the crutch from him and instead placed herself beneath his arm. âNow lean on me,â she demanded.
She fit perfectly beneath his shoulder, her blond curls tickling the side of his neck. The smell of her, a clean, fresh scent with a whisper of floral perfume, enveloped him, and the warmth of her body against his sparked flames in the pit of his stomach.
âAre you doing all right?â she asked when they were halfway down the staircase.
He grimaced. âAs well as can be expected, considering what you and your kid have put me through.â His tone was sharper, more gruff than heâd intended.
He saw a flash of answering fire in her eyes, but she said nothing. He almost wished she would get angry with him, exchange barbs of ire with him so he could get rid of some of the energy that coursed through him at the moment.
As he slid into the passenger seat while Marissa stowed his crutch in the trunk, he felt mean-spirited and small. Nathaniel greeted him from his car seat in the back. âDaddy,â he said, and laughed.
âWrong, kid. Jerk is more like it,â Jack mumbled in reply.
Marissa slid behind the steering wheel, studiously refusing to look at him. She started the engine.
âGo on. Say it.â
She turned and looked at him curiously. âSay what?â
âTell me Iâm a jerk.â
âOkay. Jack, youâre a jerk.â Her eyes glistened with a touch of good humor. âNow you feel better?â
âYeah, I do.â He adjusted the seat to give him more leg room for his cast. âDonât you ever hold a grudge?â
âNot really. I try not to expend energy on negative emotions.â She put the car into gear and drove away from Jackâs house. âBesides,â she said, shooting him a teasing side-glance, âif I held a grudge against you every time you were cranky or said something ugly, Iâd be completely exhausted.â
âStill, I was out of line and I apologize.â He tunneled a hand through his hair. âI just hate feeling soâ¦soâ¦â
âHelpless?â
âYeah.â Surely it was the feeling of helplessness that had attacked him on the stairs. It had absolutely nothing to do with any desire he might feel for the Pollyanna sitting next to him.
âWhen you get to the