want to get a look at me. I would, if I were in their shoes.â
âThey probably do want to.â He sounded resigned.
âGreat. Then I will meet them.â She settled back in her seat with a smile.
Cole, however, was not smiling. In fact, his profile resembled an ice sculpture.
Sheâd have loved to thaw him out. âYou know, I realized this morning I have no idea where you live.â
His throat moved as he swallowed. âIt, um, doesnât really matter, does it?â
âIt does to me. Iâm not in the habit of taking my clothes off for a man when I have no idea where he lives or what his place looks like. Until this morning, I hadnât thought about that discrepancy. You do live in Gingerbread, I assume?â
âOutside of it, but yes, in a sense. Itâs the closest town.â
âWill you let me see your place?â
âThatâs not a good idea.â
âWhy not?â
âTaryn, donât push.â
âI hardly think itâs pushing to want to see your home. Back at MIT we went back and forth between my apartment and your duplex all the time. I knew what was in your refrigerator and you knew what was in mine. Having no idea about your living space feels weird, Cole.â
He sighed. âWeâre not at MIT. And I canât show you where I live.â
She heard the note of finality in his voice and tucked that information away. Wherever he lived, the secret lived, too. If that werenât so, heâd have agreed to take her there.
Although she had a million more questions, she didnât ask them. He was already on edge. But she was about to enter a place filled with other sources of information.
As they approached the tall building sheâd identified from her bedroom window, a portly man in a red jogging suit lumbered past on the snowy sidewalk. He had on a knit cap instead of a fur-trimmed one, but his white beard was very Santa Claus-like.
Sheâd decided not to make any more comments, but seeing the jogging Santa look-alike was a safe enough topic. âThat guy we just passed looks exactly like Santa Claus.â
A muscle in Coleâs jaw twitched. âI know.â
âIs he some local character?â
âSomething like that.â
âItâs kind of cute, donât you think? A middle-aged guy lives in Gingerbread and decides to take on the persona of Santa Claus. Itâs like the role players in old Western towns like Tombstone.â
âGuess so.â
âYou donât seem to appreciate the charm of it, my friend.â
Cole took a deep breath and looked over at her. âIâd forgotten that your brain is always analyzing, always evaluating, sifting and cataloging.â
âOf course. Soâs yours.â
He flicked on a turn signal and pulled up to a wrought iron gate with scrollwork incorporating an elaborate E. âIâm going to ask you to focus all that brainpower on the Evergreen database. Pretend you have blinders on and ignore everything else.â
âSounds like censorship, Cole.â
He touched a button on the dash and the gates swung open. âThatâs because it is.â
âFor the love of God, whatâs going on in this building?â
Pulling into a parking space labeled with his name, he shut off the engine and turned to her. âI promise you that what goes on in this building is benign. There are no criminals here, no terrorists and no drug dealers. Nothing bad happens here, Taryn. Can you accept that and just do your job?â
âIf itâs nothing bad, why canât you tell me?â
âI canât tell you because...â He looked into her eyes and his throat moved. When he spoke, his voice was husky with emotion. âI canât tell you, not ever, and I really wish I could, because...â
âBecause why?â
âBecause I love you.â
She gasped, shocked that heâd said it, but thrilled, too.
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