that.â
âIâm serious, baby. Listen to me. Youâre not that kind of woman.â She tucked back Saraâs hair. âYouâre not the kind of girl who has flings. Youâve never been that kind of girl.â
âYou donât know that.â
âYouâve only had two boyfriends your whole life.How many girlfriends has Jeffrey had? How many women has he slept with?â
âI would guess quite a few.â
âAnd youâre just another one on his list. Thatâs why your father is mad aboutââ
âDonât yâall think it would be nice to actually bother to meet him before you jump to all these conclusions?â Sara asked, too late remembering that Jeffrey was on his way here now. She chanced a look at her alarm clock. In about ten minutes, her mother would be able to see for herself that she was exactly right. If Jill-June Mallard could pick up on it, Cathy Linton would know it the moment Jeffrey entered the room.
Cathy persisted. âYouâre just not a âflingâ kind of girl, honey.â
âMaybe I am now. Maybe I became that sort of person in Atlanta.â
âWell.â Cathy picked up a pair of underwear to fold, her brows furrowed. âThese are too delicate for the machine,â she chastised. âIf you wash them by hand and dry them on the line, they wonât get torn like this.â
Sara gave her a tight smile. âTheyâre not torn.â
Cathy raised an eyebrow, showing a spark of appreciation. Still, she asked, âHow many men have you been with?â
Sara looked at her watch, whispering, âPlease.â
Cathy ignored her. âI know about Steve Mann. Good Lord, the whole town knew after Mac Anders caught you two behind the Chilidog.â
Sara stared at the floor, willing herself not to spontaneously combust from embarrassment.
Cathy continued. âMason James.â
âMama.â
âThatâs two men.â
âYouâre forgetting the last one,â Sara reminded her, feeling a tinge of regret as she saw her motherâs expression darken.
Cathy folded Saraâs pajama bottoms. She asked very softly, âDoes Jeffrey know you were raped?â
Sara moderated her tone, trying to be gentle. âIt hasnât exactly come up in our conversations.â
âWhat did you tell him when he asked why you left Atlanta?â
âNothing,â she said, leaving out the fact that Jeffrey had not pressed for details.
Cathy smoothed the pajamas. She turned around for something else to put to order, but she had already folded or refolded everything on the bed. âYou should never be ashamed about what happened to you, Sara.â
Sara shrugged noncommittally as she stood to get her suitcase. She wasnât ashamed, exactly, just sick to death of people treating her differently because of itâespecially her mother. Sara could take the concerned looks and the awkward pauses from the handful of people who knew why she had really moved back to Grant County, but her strained relationship with her mother was almost too much to bear.
Sara opened the case and started to pack. âIâll tell him when itâs time. If itâs ever time.â She shrugged again. âMaybe itâll never be time.â
âYou canât expect to have a solid relationship if itâs founded on secrets.â
âItâs not a secret,â she countered. âItâs just private. Itâs something that happened to me, and Iâm tired of . . .â She did not finish the sentence, because talking about the rape with her mother was not a conversation she was ready to have. âCan you hand me that cotton top?â
Cathy gave the shirt a look of disapproval before handing it over. âIâve seen too many women fight to get to where you are and give it all up in a minute for some man that ends up leaving them in a couple of years
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