battle to get used to living with someone, the kids were a handful and when the passion died, it all came down to getting through life – one day at a time.
I wasn’t particularly happy but I wasn’t depressed either. It was the monotony of life combined with my mid life crisis which was getting to me.
Amanda broke my thoughts, “Jane, speak up! What’s wrong with you? You are red as a radish!”
“Oh! Well, I had the best sex of my life!” I blushed again and replied.
She wooed and gave me a hi-five. I giggled as if we were in high school.
Excited, she asked “Was it Mark?”
“What do you mean, Ams? Of course! It was. Who else? Remember, I am married!” I grinned and showed her my wedding band as proof.
“Today? I mean after 7 years of marriage? You stopped talking about sex ages ago. So, what was so special today? Tell me in details, girl. I want to hear it all.” Amanda replied anxiously.
“Ah! Well, what the heck. Okay, So I had a wet dream. It was out of this world – I never felt this way before. I was aroused, excited, and passionate – all at the same time. So when I woke up, I was horny like hell and took Mark on the rollercoaster with me.” I told her.
“Oh my god, a wet dream. Who were you lusting for? I bet it wasn’t mark?” She winked wickedly.
“Okay, I didn’t want to think about it.. Well, you know this guy at the gym Knock off? The hot instructor, from kick boxing class – Jayson!? Well, it was him!” I turned a deeper shade of red when I spoke his name out loud. Till then, I had not even admitted it to myself that I was lusting for a real person and not some made up fantasy dude. I wasn’t sure which was worse. I felt like I was cheating on Mark just by thinking about another guy. Was I? My mind was in turmoil as I started to sort out my thoughts.
Amanda interrupted my thoughts (again), “Oh yeah, he’s hot. But, you never told me you had a crush on him? Well, it’s good if he adds the sizzle to your, umm, otherwise dull sex life.” She laughed.
“I don’t know Ams, I feel like I am cheating on Mark. I don’t have a crush on Jayson. I never even looked at him twice in class. How can I think about another guy? Mark was always my dream guy. Why would I want to think about anyone but him? Does this make me a bad person?”
“Hey! Don’t be hard on yourself sweets. It’s OK. It’s alright to dream about anyone who fuels your fire. After all, you are not sleeping with him. I am sure Mark had one heck of a time today and so did you. So, everyone’s happy. Chill! Don’t over think it. Just enjoy the ride till it lasts.” She told me.
She was right. We did have awesome sex this morning. I wasn’t sleeping around with other men. So, it wasn’t cheating. I and Mark were good.
This made me smile.
CHAPTER 4
He was gently circling my right nipple with his tongue and I could feel it growing hard under his wet lips. I moaned his name when he reached for my left breast firmly and caressed it. I had never felt so ecstatic before. I felt a surge of emotions so strong that I could barely control myself.
He ripped off my panties and his need echoed mine. We knew how badly we wanted each other. My hands were groping his boner and his were looking to get inside my wet pussy. I was moaning with each breath and I felt I would just collapse with ecstasy any moment now...
“Jane? Jane darling.”
“Huh?” Startled, I opened my eyes cursing under my breath. I was not sure what was going on. After a few hazy seconds, I realized it was yet another dream. I was flabbergasted, sweaty and embarrassed. With guilt overriding my other emotions, I quickly turned to check if Mark knew what was going on.
“Jane! Are you ok? You are sweating. Do you have fever?”
Phew! Mark didn’t know. Thank god.
“I feel fine but you could be right. I will check my temperature when I get
I wasn’t particularly happy but I wasn’t depressed either. It was the monotony of life combined with my mid life crisis which was getting to me.
Amanda broke my thoughts, “Jane, speak up! What’s wrong with you? You are red as a radish!”
“Oh! Well, I had the best sex of my life!” I blushed again and replied.
She wooed and gave me a hi-five. I giggled as if we were in high school.
Excited, she asked “Was it Mark?”
“What do you mean, Ams? Of course! It was. Who else? Remember, I am married!” I grinned and showed her my wedding band as proof.
“Today? I mean after 7 years of marriage? You stopped talking about sex ages ago. So, what was so special today? Tell me in details, girl. I want to hear it all.” Amanda replied anxiously.
“Ah! Well, what the heck. Okay, So I had a wet dream. It was out of this world – I never felt this way before. I was aroused, excited, and passionate – all at the same time. So when I woke up, I was horny like hell and took Mark on the rollercoaster with me.” I told her.
“Oh my god, a wet dream. Who were you lusting for? I bet it wasn’t mark?” She winked wickedly.
“Okay, I didn’t want to think about it.. Well, you know this guy at the gym Knock off? The hot instructor, from kick boxing class – Jayson!? Well, it was him!” I turned a deeper shade of red when I spoke his name out loud. Till then, I had not even admitted it to myself that I was lusting for a real person and not some made up fantasy dude. I wasn’t sure which was worse. I felt like I was cheating on Mark just by thinking about another guy. Was I? My mind was in turmoil as I started to sort out my thoughts.
Amanda interrupted my thoughts (again), “Oh yeah, he’s hot. But, you never told me you had a crush on him? Well, it’s good if he adds the sizzle to your, umm, otherwise dull sex life.” She laughed.
“I don’t know Ams, I feel like I am cheating on Mark. I don’t have a crush on Jayson. I never even looked at him twice in class. How can I think about another guy? Mark was always my dream guy. Why would I want to think about anyone but him? Does this make me a bad person?”
“Hey! Don’t be hard on yourself sweets. It’s OK. It’s alright to dream about anyone who fuels your fire. After all, you are not sleeping with him. I am sure Mark had one heck of a time today and so did you. So, everyone’s happy. Chill! Don’t over think it. Just enjoy the ride till it lasts.” She told me.
She was right. We did have awesome sex this morning. I wasn’t sleeping around with other men. So, it wasn’t cheating. I and Mark were good.
This made me smile.
CHAPTER 4
He was gently circling my right nipple with his tongue and I could feel it growing hard under his wet lips. I moaned his name when he reached for my left breast firmly and caressed it. I had never felt so ecstatic before. I felt a surge of emotions so strong that I could barely control myself.
He ripped off my panties and his need echoed mine. We knew how badly we wanted each other. My hands were groping his boner and his were looking to get inside my wet pussy. I was moaning with each breath and I felt I would just collapse with ecstasy any moment now...
“Jane? Jane darling.”
“Huh?” Startled, I opened my eyes cursing under my breath. I was not sure what was going on. After a few hazy seconds, I realized it was yet another dream. I was flabbergasted, sweaty and embarrassed. With guilt overriding my other emotions, I quickly turned to check if Mark knew what was going on.
“Jane! Are you ok? You are sweating. Do you have fever?”
Phew! Mark didn’t know. Thank god.
“I feel fine but you could be right. I will check my temperature when I get
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