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determined which thousands.”
    “Merely?” said Quaeryt dryly.
    “You know what I meant. Are you determined to take on totally a responsibility that is only partly yours at best?”
    “My dreams are suggesting it’s more than that.”
    “You need to inform your dreams otherwise.” Vaelora’s voice was almost tart.
    That’s easy enough for her to say. She wasn’t there when thousands froze because of what you did.
    “Dearest … do you want Lydar to be a better place? Or do you want rulers like Kharst killing all the Pharsi, and Aliaro enslaving all the imagers?”
    Quaeryt sighed. “I understand your words. I understand your logic. My head agrees with you. My heart, my feelings … they only comprehend all the deaths.”
    “I thought that scholars were ruled by their minds.” A faint, almost mischievous smile lurked at the corners of Vaelora’s mouth.
    “It’s easier to declare the mind superior when you’re in a scholarium,” replied Quaeryt. “It’s harder when you see the results of what your mind declares is the best course.”
    “That was one reason why Bhayar was trained as a common trooper and went to Tilbor at the end of the conquest. He was twenty, then.”
    “He went to Tilbor? I didn’t know that. He’s never mentioned it.”
    “He wouldn’t. Everyone would assume he was either boasting or that he’d been protected by a full battalion. He wasn’t. He did have a pair of experienced troopers with him. Father worried the whole time. He said that was the hardest part.”
    From what Quaeryt had heard about Lord Chayar, that seemed improbable. But then, he never would have guessed that Bhayar had served as an ordinary trooper, even in a somewhat protected position.
    After a moment of silence, Vaelora spoke. “How are your imagers doing?”
    “They’ve all improved, especially Threkhyl, Voltyr, and Shaelyt.” Quaeryt snorted. “I wouldn’t trust Threkhyl as far as I could throw my mare.”
    “Believe in your feelings on that.”
    “But not about the ice storm?” He raised his eyebrows.
    “You have to learn when to trust your feelings and when not to.”
    “Oh?”
    “Women should take care in trusting their feelings with regard to men. Men should take care in trusting their feelings when it comes to battles and fighting, especially for power and glory. Both should take care in dealing with golds. Especially those of us raised without having to count them.”
    Quaeryt smiled at the dryness of her last words.
    “What about the others?” asked Vaelora. “Can you trust Voltyr and Shaelyt?”
    “As much as one can trust anyone. They both have much to lose should anything happen to me.”
    “As do I, dearest.” Vaelora pursed her lips. “You must take care … but not too much, for that is worse than no care at all.”
    Quaeryt could see the brightness in her eyes. He stood and walked around the table, putting his hands on her shoulders, as comfortingly as he could. “I will balance heart and mind as best I can.”
    Vaelora slipped from his grasp and stood, facing him. “We have a little time. Would you walk with me through the gardens?”
    “There are gardens?”
    “There are. They have been neglected, but there are remnants of their beauty.”
    Quaeryt rose from the table and extended a hand. “I would be pleased to walk with you.”
    Her fingers twined around his as they set forth from the terrace, not looking back.
    “You see here … they planted matching birches on each side,” said Vaelora as she stepped onto the path that had once been white gravel, but now held gray and white pebbles, with patches of bare earth covered with moss in between the gray stones set unevenly into the ground. “There is also a gray cat, but it is fearful, and it is as still as a stone when it hears footsteps.”
    Quaeryt glanced around. He saw no cat, but a flash of blue and gold as a southern finch darted into a pine. “What else?”
    “The housekeeper says that there’s a black