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before. The feelings that shoot through me confuse the hell out of me and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with them. Bottle them up? I can’t let them out that would ruin everything.
    Listening to his heart beat in his chest is hypnotizing. The thuds come faster in my ear as we dance and he grips me tighter.
    “I don’t know what the hell you’re doing to me, Laney. I swore I wouldn’t get involved with you and that seems to be the thing that slaps me in the face every time I’m near you.”  His words are spoken softly into my hair, so softly that I don’t think I was meant to hear them, so I don’t respond. I wouldn’t know what to say to that anyway.
    The music keeps playing and I stay cocooned in his embrace. His arms around me just feel so right when I know it’s all wrong.
    Times like this are when I hate my family. I hate what they did and I hate what they took away from me too. They stole bits and pieces of me and I still let them have that power over me.
    I can’t change what happened to me and I can’t take the scars away but I still let it hold me in place.
    “I don’t know your secrets but I won’t give up.” Again those words weren’t meant for me to hear.
    “Can I cut in?” Brad’s voice makes me open my eyes and pull out of the safe haven I found in Gavin’s arms as he smiles brightly.
    “Of course.” He pulls me away from Gavin who reluctantly let go of me before he walked over to Steph. I watch the two of them smile and talk while Brad leads me into a dance.
    “You look crazy as usual.” Slapping at him I know he’s playing with me.
    “How’s everything?” I smile up at him. I’m so glad that Steph found her a good man like Brad. No matter what happens in this crazy world, he stays by her side.
    “I was going to ask you the same thing. Why do you two look like you’re dating?” Brad doesn’t seem too thrilled with that idea anyways.
    “We aren’t. We danced. Everything is fine.” I knew Steph made him do this, I can feel it. The evil troll woman.
    “You looked cozy.” Shaking my head, I pull away from him.
    “I know Steph is worried about me but there is nothing to worry over and frankly I’m a little tired of everyone saying this shit.” Having the last of my nerves worked, I stomp off the dance floor.
    This night has turned into a load of shit and I just want to sleep it off.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
                                       Gavin
    “Oh the devil went down to Georgia looking for a soul to steal.” Hell yeah that song is stuck in my drunk ass head. I love it though.
    “You are going to wake that girl up.” Jenna snaps as she drags me down the hallway towards my room. Who the hell does she think she is shushing me?
    “I don’t care. Maybe we can get her in on a threesome. You would like that wouldn’t you?” Slurring the whole time I know she would. She wanted it with me and Sean once but it didn’t happen.
    “I think you’re drunk and loud baby. Now let’s go in our room and have some fun.” Pulling my shirt over my head, her lips suction to my nipple ring. The fucking sensations that flow through me when she tugs it with her teeth are amazing, just not the lips I want.
    “Damn girl!” Hollering a little louder than I should, I shake it off. I don’t care, this is my fucking house.
    Jenna slams me against the wall rattling the picture frames that hang there before dropping to her knees. My belt jingles as she unhooks it, sliding my jeans down with my boxers.
    “You going to suck me off good?” I look down at her long hair flowing around her before she sucks my dick into her mouth. Holy shit!
    “Fuck yeah! Suck it baby.” Gripping her hair in my hand, I force her to take me further. I close my eyes and lay my head back against the wall when visions of Laney cross my mind. I want her little soft lips wrapped around me, sucking me. I want to bend her over her