we all live in the same hood and go to a white school outside of Compton. The other students got in on an out-of-district voucher program at our local high school, but my mom applied for it too late and had to use a friendâs address to get me into South Bay. Itâs a volatile mix, mainly because the hating doesnât stop. There are only a few black students at the entire school, making it easy to spread news quickly no matter where we are.
And now with my girls hating each other, itâs going to be even more uncomfortable around Nellie, Mickey, and their men. Part of me wants to take sides, but I canât. Iâm the only one thinking clearly. Between Mickeyâs pregnancy hormones and Nellieâs jealousy, I donât know whatâs going to happen next.
âWhatâs taking you so long in there, princess? Other people have places to be too,â Bryan says, interrupting my morning bathroom time. Heâs got some nerve rushing me, considering how long it takes his primping behind when he gets in here.
âNow I know youâre not talking. If I didnât know how you look, Iâd say you were a pretty boy judging from how long youâre up in this mirror.â There are only three mirrors in this house: the one in the bathroom, the one above the dining room table, and the one in Mamaâs room. None of them are full length, but I usually stand on top of the clothes hamper in here to get a full view of my outfits.
I gather all of my toiletries, pajamas, and purse, ready to clear out anyway. Today is the first dress rehearsal for Macbeth , and I want to get to school on time to try to catch Mrs. Sinclair in the drama room. Iâm anxious to see my costume, and want to lay my hands on it before Laura gets her clutches in the mix. I want to make sure my ashe is all over that dress.
âShut your jaw jacking and hurry the hell up. I got to get on the corner before I get to work,â Bryan says.
âWhen are you going to get a legal hustle and give up your non-job on the corner?â I ask. One more look in the mirror and Iâll let him in. Whoever said beauty couldnât be rushed obviously didnât live in a house full of dudes.
âIt is legal, baby girl. I know what youâre thinking, but Iâm not talking about that. Besides, when did I ever need to stand on the corner to slang a dime bag?â He and Rah have had the same side hustle for as long as I can remember. The shame is that Rahâs game is much tighter than Bryanâs when it comes to slanging herb. But it still doesnât make it right, and it isnât a good choice for either one of them. âAnd why you all up in my grill this morning? Get out now, Jayd. I gotta go.â
âWhatever, punk,â I say, opening the door slightly and taking my time just to piss him off.
âHavenât you heard of respecting your elders?â Bryan is more like my older brother than my uncle. How can he expect me to take him seriously?
âHavenât you heard of acting your age and not your shoe size?â I push him out of the doorway to make my way back into the room he and Jay share with Daddy. I place my things back into one of the three Hefty garbage bags I use to hold my stuff in the roomâs smallest closet and close the door.
âWhatever, smart-ass,â Bryan says, stepping into the bathroom and laying his things down on the hamper.
I step into the hallway, ready to grab a banana from the kitchen and head out the door. I pull the bathroom door shut, pissing Bryan off even more.
âI just know you better start showing a little respect around here, thatâs all Iâm saying,â he says, reopening the door so I can hear him clearly. âBy the way, my girl likes my braids,â he says, rubbing his hands across the cornrows still tight under his do-rag. âWhen can I get a touch up?â
âI donât know, maybe tonight.â Iâm
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