and then forced my face into a neutral mask.
âThe dream dealt with my dad. He recently passed away, but at the end a Phoenix rose out of the fire. Why did you get that tattoo?â
Oh, he wanted to know about my tattoo. Most did, and I didnât have a problem sharing its meaning. Iâd gotten it as a statement, after all. âSometimes when a girl is young and stupid, she makes mistakes, and pretty big ones at that. MeâI fucked up something big.â
Teddyâs face flashed in front of me and I pushed it away.
âWho was it?â Epic asked.
âThatâs not your concern. I got it to remind me that no matter what, Iâll always rise from the ashes. No one will ever keep me down. No one.â I practically growled the last part, my emotions taking control of me for a moment.
âI understand that, but not all men are the same.â Epicâs forehead creased in the middle with worry. âYou should remember that.â
I gave him a sickening sweet smile. âOh, how sweet. Are you offering to be the one who opens my eyes up to how great men can be? And maybe you even really believe youâre the guy for the job, but things would change. Eventually youâd want to control me, own me, and break me. And it would drive you insane when you couldnât. It would end badly for everyone.â I shook my head to rattle some sense into myself. âItâs best if we have a business relationship only.â
âYou call what just happened between us business?â He took a step my way.
âWhat else could it be? We donât even know each other.â I narrowed my eyes at him.
Did I make a mistake? Is he the type that thinks just because we shared a few bodily fluids that he has some kind of claim on me?
âSo what was it then?â
âThat was just a thank you, like I said. It meant nothing.â
Epic stared at me as if at a loss for words, his nostrils flaring with anger.
âOkay. So Iâll let you know about the job.â I waved at him. âBye bye now.â
Epic opened the door, stalked through, and slammed it behind him without another word. I was going to have to give some serious thought to whether or not working with him was a good idea. I might have already complicated things beyond repair. But, fuck, I needed out of this shit hole and off this planet for good. I had enough money to move to a better room now, but I didnât want to waste it in case I decided I was going to continue on with my original plan and not work with Epic and his brothers.
Fuck, that man is trouble .
CHAPTER 7
Epic
Sheâs not coming. Fuck her.
I snorted some quake in the transport bathroom. The cold powder dusted my nostril, blasted up my nasal cavity, and entered my bloodstream with a rush of speed and dominance. Next came the smell of sugar mixed with vanilla and butter, then that numb sensation, the reason why I preferred the drug out of all the others. My body deadened to nothingâno feeling or emotions, no worries or insecurities. A soothing fog twirled around me. Deadness and Momâs cookies. I closed my eyes and leaned back against the wall.
âEpic, you done? I got to potty.â One of my little brothers pounded at the door.
âThereâs another one down the aisle.â
âI gotta go b-bad.â
I canât even get peace in the bathroom.
âOkay. Hold on. Iâm coming out.â I checked the sink.
No trace of the yellow powder on any of the chrome surface. My head spun. I swayed and bumped into the metal wall. It should have hurt, but quake swam in my system. No pain would come for hours. I put on my sunglasses. Since they were artificial, my eyes never turned red after using, but I hated the worried glances from Mimi and the upset glares from Shade and Toy. Somehow they knew I was doing something, but they didnât know what or how. But paranoia always pulsed through my veins when they glanced my
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