did he. She fancied that he knew she had made this race for him, to relieve his sadness, and now his sadness was relieved. Al never saw them look at each other, either. That was another thing she did. The last thing in the world she wanted to do was hurt Al.
When the filly had been put in her stall, taken care of in every way possible, and then left alone to contemplate her greatness, Al said to Dick, “Dinner? Champagne? I’ll treat everyone. You round ’em up and I’ll get the limo. Rosalind, you pick the restaurant, and call for a private room.” Al was reallyhappy—that registered. In the limo, back at the hotel, he caroled about plans, the way he always did when he was happy. “Rozzy! That filly’s got Breeders’ Cup written all over her. You know how I feel about the Breeders’ Cup. I am a breeder! All the breeders, that’s their test, the Breeders’ Cup. Seven races, what is that, seventy horses, the best Thoroughbreds, of all kinds, colts, fillies, sprinters, turf horses. There’s nothing like it. I always said there’s nothing like it anywhere in the world, didn’t I? You know I did! This filly—” But she smiled and nodded and listened and said, “Maybe so, Al, maybe.” Maybe. That was an interesting word. Maybeness was something rather unusual for her.
It wasn’t hard getting a private room for twenty at the best restaurant in Boca Raton, then transporting the whole crew—grooms, hot walkers, assistants, the woman who did the books, Eileen, everyone—over there, no matter what languages they spoke or what they were wearing. Smiles and welcome followed them everywhere. They drank Perrier-Jouët and ate pesto risotto with scallops, then ate osso bucco and veal piccata, and then the limos took everyone away drunk, and Al’s cellular rang, and it was his partner, saying that Al had to get the late plane back to the City, because there was some fuckup in Croatia, where they had a factory, and so Al himself left, and there they were, Rosalind and Dick, sitting alone, except for Eileen, across from each other at a table littered with the remains of a very very good party. Eileen sat in the chair next to Rosalind, directly across from Dick. Her ears were forward and she was looking at him expectantly, and it seemed to Rosalind that he and she, the humans, could at last do what both of them had been longing to do for hours, which was to stare straight into each other’s faces without stopping or turning away or speaking or wondering who might see them. Already, Dick’s face was as familiar to Rosalind as her own. And his familiar face had a strange look on it, a scowl-like look that was not a scowl but a look of intense feeling—his inner life emerging unprotected into the rosy candlelight of the room. She was far more careful of her own look. She tried to make it almost blank, almost a mask, so that he would have to come out farther, reveal himself more, just to get a rise out of her. You would think she did this all the time, but she didn’t. In her eighteen years with Al, she had considered it beneath her dignity even to flirt with another man. And she didn’t intend to flirt with Dick, either. If he came toward her, it would have to be on his own, without encouragement. The appetite that had detonated inside her that afternoon was not for fun or amusement. It was for something mysterious and testing. No man, she thought, should be lured to that through the false advertising of a smile or a toss of the head. She thought of Nefertiti, making herself look like that, and she waited. Eileen was thinking of something, too. She put her forefeet on the table and drank delicately from a goblet of mineral water.
“Ah,” Dick said. “Rosalind. Thank you for the party. Everyone really had a terrific time.”
“Did they? Good.” Eileen sat back down.
“I mean it. This is not a world that most of them—”
“It was Al’s idea. Al is a generous man, in his way. Sometimes that isn’t an
When the filly had been put in her stall, taken care of in every way possible, and then left alone to contemplate her greatness, Al said to Dick, “Dinner? Champagne? I’ll treat everyone. You round ’em up and I’ll get the limo. Rosalind, you pick the restaurant, and call for a private room.” Al was reallyhappy—that registered. In the limo, back at the hotel, he caroled about plans, the way he always did when he was happy. “Rozzy! That filly’s got Breeders’ Cup written all over her. You know how I feel about the Breeders’ Cup. I am a breeder! All the breeders, that’s their test, the Breeders’ Cup. Seven races, what is that, seventy horses, the best Thoroughbreds, of all kinds, colts, fillies, sprinters, turf horses. There’s nothing like it. I always said there’s nothing like it anywhere in the world, didn’t I? You know I did! This filly—” But she smiled and nodded and listened and said, “Maybe so, Al, maybe.” Maybe. That was an interesting word. Maybeness was something rather unusual for her.
It wasn’t hard getting a private room for twenty at the best restaurant in Boca Raton, then transporting the whole crew—grooms, hot walkers, assistants, the woman who did the books, Eileen, everyone—over there, no matter what languages they spoke or what they were wearing. Smiles and welcome followed them everywhere. They drank Perrier-Jouët and ate pesto risotto with scallops, then ate osso bucco and veal piccata, and then the limos took everyone away drunk, and Al’s cellular rang, and it was his partner, saying that Al had to get the late plane back to the City, because there was some fuckup in Croatia, where they had a factory, and so Al himself left, and there they were, Rosalind and Dick, sitting alone, except for Eileen, across from each other at a table littered with the remains of a very very good party. Eileen sat in the chair next to Rosalind, directly across from Dick. Her ears were forward and she was looking at him expectantly, and it seemed to Rosalind that he and she, the humans, could at last do what both of them had been longing to do for hours, which was to stare straight into each other’s faces without stopping or turning away or speaking or wondering who might see them. Already, Dick’s face was as familiar to Rosalind as her own. And his familiar face had a strange look on it, a scowl-like look that was not a scowl but a look of intense feeling—his inner life emerging unprotected into the rosy candlelight of the room. She was far more careful of her own look. She tried to make it almost blank, almost a mask, so that he would have to come out farther, reveal himself more, just to get a rise out of her. You would think she did this all the time, but she didn’t. In her eighteen years with Al, she had considered it beneath her dignity even to flirt with another man. And she didn’t intend to flirt with Dick, either. If he came toward her, it would have to be on his own, without encouragement. The appetite that had detonated inside her that afternoon was not for fun or amusement. It was for something mysterious and testing. No man, she thought, should be lured to that through the false advertising of a smile or a toss of the head. She thought of Nefertiti, making herself look like that, and she waited. Eileen was thinking of something, too. She put her forefeet on the table and drank delicately from a goblet of mineral water.
“Ah,” Dick said. “Rosalind. Thank you for the party. Everyone really had a terrific time.”
“Did they? Good.” Eileen sat back down.
“I mean it. This is not a world that most of them—”
“It was Al’s idea. Al is a generous man, in his way. Sometimes that isn’t an
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