A small drop of blood fell from his nose.
âThat was brave,â he said, his lips clearly moving. âHitting me from behind like that. Want to try it again? Right now? While Iâm ready?â
I knew he wanted to fight.
So did I. It had been over a month of frustration, of not trusting him. Then to find out that he was working with a gang of bikers. And that heâd sent the bikers after me to scare me away.
Yeah, I was angry. Real angry. And so, so ready to throw a punch at him. But I wasnât going to give him the satisfaction of knowing how frustrated I was.
âIâm sorry,â I said. I tapped my ear. âIâm your deaf brother. Remember? I canât hear you.â
I skated away without looking back.
chapter twenty
âI get why youâre angry with Nate,â Mercedes said.
âI doubt it,â I answered.
We were at the Calgary Zoo, off Memorial Drive. The sun was low and deep shadows stretched from the buildings in front of us. In the background was the screeching of monkeys. And the screeching of kids. Hard to tell them apart, I thought.
When Iâd called Mercedes an hour after early afternoon practice finished, she had suggestedwe meet at the zoo to talk. Iâd been fine with it. Iâd have been fine with meeting her anywhere, even if it meant crawling across broken glass.
âYouâre angry,â she said, âbecause he betrayed you. When he knew you were following, he sent those bikers after you.â
I let a silence hang over us, not sure if I should tell her the truth.
She put her hand on mine. âIâd be mad too.â
Her hand felt good. Still, I moved away from her. She was with me because she wanted to make a documentary. I was with her because of my brother. No sense fooling myself into believing that she liked me.
âRadar?â she said quietly. âWhat is it?â
Mothers pushing strollers walked toward us. In the background, elephants walked around doing what elephants do. Eating. Drinking. And...well, you know. The one I watched as I looked away from Mercedes could have filled a wheelbarrow. Things like that impress guys. Usually not girls. I kept my admiration to myself.
âRadar?â she repeated.
âHeâs not betraying me,â I said. âHeâs betraying my parents.â
She frowned. âBut he told me your parents are...â
âDead,â I said. âGone. You donât need to tiptoe around it.â
She nodded. âHow is he betraying them?â
âWe grew up outside Vancouver,â I said. âDad was a cop. In grade five, thatâs all we knew about his job. Later we found out he was an undercover cop.â
âSounds dangerous.â
âA few years after he died, we learned he was trying to work his way into a biker gang that was moving drugs throughout the Lower Mainland.â
âReally dangerous.â
âYeah,â I said flatly. âIt killed him. And my mother.â
âBut Nate saidââ
âThat a cement truck hit their car?â I asked.
âYes.â
âIt did. What he probably didnât tell you was that the driver had a criminal record and was known to be part of the gang that Dad was trying to crack.â
âIt wasnât an accident!â
âNo,â I said, âbut no one could prove it. The driver was charged with vehicular manslaughter and spent only six months in prison. Back with his friends in no time.â
âOh,â she said very quietly.
âYou understand now?â I said. âNateâs working for the same kind of losers who killed our parents. Thatâs what hurts me.â
âIâm so sorry,â she said.
âNot your fault,â I said. âHis choice.â
âIâm sorry for you.â
âDonât feel sorry for me,â I said.
âI donât feel sorry
for
you. Iâm sorry
with
you.â
She was looking straight
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