anything.â She said soberly, âAnd I have to stay with you. You might need me.â
âBecause you had a dream, and Jenny told you that you had to do it? I know you told me that.â Eve shook her head. âWe want you to stay with us but not because you think you have to do it. Jenny isnât with us any longer. She died a long time ago.â
âBut I still love her,â she whispered. âIâll always love her.â Her gaze was clinging desperately to Eveâs. âAnd I think she loves you, too, Eve. I told Margaret I thought you dream about Jenny, too. Do you?â
âNo.â What could she tell her? Certainly not that she actually had experienced the spiritual presence of her sister, that sheâd seen her, talked to her. It would be too much for her to handle. She was only eleven years old. âBut I became very close to Jenny while I was working on her reconstruction. I felt as if I knew her very well.â She paused. âI still do.â
âThe reconstruction,â Cara repeated. âMargaret told me about what you do. It sounds ⦠strange.â
âI thought so, too, before I started to learn about it. Then I realized it wasnât strange at all. It was a way that I could bring the lost ones home to the ones who loved them. I just had to be taught that everything was there waiting to be brought out and how to do it.â She met Caraâs eyes. âAnd thatâs what I did with Jenny. In the end, I brought her home to you, Cara.â
âYes, you did.â She smiled. âAnd Margaret told me how wonderfully it turned out. May I see it?â
âI donât have it. Itâs still being held by the Sheriffâs Department in California.â And actually seeing the skull from which sheâd sculpted the reconstruction might still possibly have a negative effect. She thought that Cara understood but she preferred to introduce her slowly to her work and not on such a personal level. She shook her head. âAnd I donât think you should see it anyway. Memory is always better.â
âYou worked on it here?â
Eve nodded at the worktable across the room. âOver there.â
Cara walked over to the worktable and touched it with her fingertips. âI think youâre right. I donât need to see that reconstruction. Sheâll always be with me.â She looked across the room at Eve. âShe saved me, you know. Elena had managed to get Jenny and me away from Walsh, but he almost found us in that forest. We heard him coming. Jenny told me to be quiet, and everything would be okay. Then she ran away from Elena and me toward Walsh. I didnât know what was happening. But Elena did and grabbed my hand and made me run and run and run. She was cryingâ¦â She swallowed. âDid you know that?â
âYes,â Eve said gently. âBut I didnât know that you did.â
âSometimes I did. Sometimes I didnât. I didnât want it to be true. So I tried not to remember.â She moistened her lips. âBut then the nightmares came, and it would all be there again.â
âDo you still have the nightmares?â
She shook her head. âNo. For the past few weeks, Iâve just seen Jenny in my dreams and not that night in the forest. She talks to me and smiles, and Iâm not afraid anymore.â
âThatâs wonderful. She wouldnât want you to be afraid. She was very brave herself.â
âIt seems as if Iâve been afraid all my life. But I have to get over it. Being afraid didnât keep Elena from being killed. It wonât keep Salazar from trying to kill me. I have to be like Jenny.â
âNo, fear never helps, but itâs hard to fight. Weâll work on it together.â She paused. âYou remember that night when Jenny died. Do you remember anything else? Did Elena tell you anything about who kidnapped you? Or
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