clientâs name and not having the good sense to feel bad about it?
The associates who came to my office also mourned his loss, but a good percentage of them seemed more intrigued about who would inherit his formidable caseload or, more to the point, his clients. I was disheartened, but not surprised. Although the world is full of many good, decent, caring people who happen to be lawyers, I had come across my fair share of sociopaths with a briefcase, who answered to the title attorney at law. Nevertheless, I admonished the associates, none of whom were as senior as me on the food chain, and who therefore had to take it, that a bright and promising life had been taken, Chesterâs caseload be damned. As much as Iâd personally disliked Chester, I found the casual callousness with which these people treated his death as another reason I probably should have bypassed law school when Iâd had the chance. The Peace Corps started to look more and more appealing to me.
The telephone rang, and I answered it automatically. Immediately, I regretted my actions. It was my mother.
âJasmine, how could you let Thea and Reese stay with you?â she said, without any greeting.
I took a deep breath and counted to ten. I knew what was coming.
âHer place is with her husband,â my mother continued.
âWhat did you want me to do, Mom? Kick them out on the street?â
My mother sighed loudly over the phoneâa long suffering sighâthen she said, âOne divorce in this family is more than enough, Jasmine. You need to talk some sense into her, not harbor her and her child like fugitives in that apartment of yours.â
I truly love my mother, but there were days when I had to work hard to remember that.
âMom, have you talked to Thea?â
My mother sighed again. âIâve been trying to talk some sense into her all day, but she wonât listen to me.â
âDid she tell you about Brooks?â I asked. I didnât want to betray my sisterâs confidences.
âYes, she told me some madness about another woman.â
Now it was my turn to sigh. I could not believe that my mother, as feisty as she was in her own marriage, was going to start singing some âstand by your man no matter what heâs doneâ craziness.
âMom, please do not tell me all men do this andââ
She cut me off. âYou know me better than that. If that is what Brooks did, well, then he made his bed, so to speak, and heâs got to lie down in it without his wife. But I donât believe that Brooks is that kind of man.â
âThea feels pretty strongly that he cheated on her.â
âHmph! She hasnât even talked to him. She doesnât know what heâs done, if anything!â
âHow do you know all this?â I asked, although I was fairly certain I knew the answer.
âBrooks called me. Heâs beside himself with worry! He tried calling her on her cell phone, and she wonât answer. It was Reese who called him this morning to tell his father where they were. Can you imagine Reese having to do this? I donât know whatâs gotten into your sister. I would have expected this from ...â
She stopped her sentence abruptly when she remembered that she was speaking to me.
I wonât lie and say my motherâs words didnât hurt. I was used to them, but they still hurt. I tried to remind myself that sometimes her mouth got a little ahead of her brain, but Lord knows, the unspoken words felt like a slap in the face. It wasnât as if I sold crack on a street corner, I wanted to yell at my mother. Iâm a lawyer. A respectable member of society. Just because I didnât follow the life you mapped for me doesnât make me a failure. But this was a battle Iâd have to wait another time to fight.
âIâve got to go, Mom. Iâm really busy this morning.â
âBut what about Thea?â she asked,
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