undeterred.
âWhatever she decides, sheâll be just fine,â I said, and in my heart I knew that I was right about this. My sister was going to be fine. âAnd Iâll support any decision she makes.â
âJasmine, listen ... talk to herââ
âIâve got to go, Mom,â I said, before placing the telephone in the cradle.
I remembered a time, many years ago, when I was a little girl. I was tired, and we were in church. Weâd gone to my grandmotherâs Baptist church in Georgia. Unlike the efficient (quick) Episcopal services I was used to, we were in our third hour of worship, and the end was nowhere in sight. I remember laying my head on my motherâs lapâI must have been around seven years oldâand sheâd stroked my hair. I felt safe that day. Safe and loved by my mother. I was glad for that memory. It reassured me that there was love there. Even when my motherâs words hurt, there was still some love in there.
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Several hours after my motherâs telephone call, I was knee-deep in Chesterâs files. A quick knock on my door announced the arrival of Lamarr, the head of the mail room and my all-around helpmate. He was one of the few people in the firm whom I considered to be a friend. I had enlisted his aid in obtaining all of Chesterâs files, which were now placed on my floor, my chairs, and in every other available space in my office.
âHereâs the last load, Jasmine,â he announced. âThank God.â
I looked up from the work and was relieved to see a friendly face.
âYou look as if youâve just lost your favorite teddy bear,â he said.
âTough times,â I replied.
Lamarr closed the door behind him. âThis thing with Chester has gotten everybody pretty spooked.â
I let out a long sigh in response, unable to think of anything to say other than the obvious. For most folks, including me, murder was a spooky thing.
âI know this might be a stupid question,â Lamarr continued, looking directly at me, âbut is something else, something other than the demise of Chester Jackson, bothering you?â
He knew me too well. âThea left her husband.â
âWhat happened?â Like most of my male friends, Lamarr had a not so secret crush on my sister.
âHe cheated on her.â
He shook his head. âI donât believe that. Brooks isnât stupid enough to do that.â
I thought back to the conversation Iâd just had with my mother. Both she and Lamarr obviously had more faith in Brooks than was warranted.
âCould we change the subject?â I asked. I didnât feel like discussing my sisterâs marital issues, particularly after my less than wonderful conversation with my mother on the subject. The demise of my own marriage still caused the occasional bouts of pain, and the thought of my sister having to go through the same crisis depressed me.
âHow many files have you got there?â I asked him.
âForty-two files. That should be all of them, or thatâs what Irmalee says.â
I got up to help Lamarr unload the cart laden with Chesterâs case files.
I thought of Irmaleeâs bitter reaction to my offer of condolences earlier this morning and shook my head. I hoped I didnât have to deal with her too often, although I knew she would be the most logical person to help me if I had any questions about the files.
âI told her that she probably shouldnât have come to work today,â said Lamarr as we took case files off the cart and searched for space in my office to store them. âBut she wasnât about to hear that. Itâs almost as if she feels like sheâs still working for him.â
âThey were close,â I said neutrally.
âYes, they were,â he agreed, but there was something about the tone of his voice that made me stop and look at him.
I knew that tone of voice well. He had
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