not scared of you.â
âThen there shouldnât be a problem.â
âFaltrain,â Martin calls as Iâm walking to class. âWait up.â
âGet lost, Martin.â
âWe need to talk.â
âAbout what? How you told Annabelle Iâm scared my dadâll leave again?â
âIs that why youâre still mad at me?â
âIâm mad because youâre an idiot. Annabelle is the reason I canât try out for the Firsts and youâre talking to her like she hasnât done anything wrong.â
âFaltrain, Iâm sorry. I shouldâve kept my mouth shut. But I thought if Annabelle knew about your family, sheâd understand why soccerâs so important to you. I thought maybe sheâd call her friends off. But sheâs only one of the reasons Yoosta wonât let you play. Itâs in the rules that the competition is strictly boys only.â
âYou donât think of me as a girl when Iâm on the team.â
He laughs and scratches at his arm. âI pretty much think of you as a girl all the time, now, Faltrain. Those guys are fierce. I donât want you to get hammered every match you play.â
âI wonât, Martin. When Iâm out on that field I donât feel like a boy or a girl. I donât think about that at all. I think about winning and taking the shot. I think about soccer.â
He keeps scratching at his arm. âI know. Flemming knows too. He feels bad that he let you down. The whole team does. We all saw what you did for Corelli. So, we decided: either you try out, or none of us do.â
In my whole life Iâve only heard three things that have made me so happy I could cry. Dad telling me heâs coming home. Martin telling me Iâm the one. And this.
âWhat?â Coach roars at practice after school. The whole team has turned out to support me and it feels great. Weâre all standing in front of him except for Corelli, whoâs standing with his testosterone, ready to run, near the door. âWhat are you telling me, Knight?â
âThat if Faltrain doesnât try out, then neither do we.â
âI donât have a team without you.â Coach is moving from angry to desperate. Any minute heâs going to cry.
âExactly,â Martin answers.
âIâve tried already,â he says, sitting down and sighing. âFaltrain, Iâve been in there at least three times, and every time he tells me the same thing. The Inter-school Sports Board has to waive the rule. And they wonât.â
âThen we donât enter a team,â Flemming says. âSimple.â
Everyone leaves one by one after that, feet dragging across the ground. Martin and Flemming and I stay. I have that same feeling I get when I lose a game. Except this time itâs worse. Iâve lost the entire season in one day.
âSo I should let the Board know weâre out?â Coach says, his eyes drifting upwards, like a kid who has lost his balloon. Martin and Flemming look at me. I find myself looking for that balloon, right along with Coach. Thereâs only one right answer. I want so bad to give the wrong one, but I start to shake my head.
âWait . . .â And then thereâs a tiny knock on the door. âAlyce?â
âHi,â she says shyly, so soft the wind outside almost steals it. She doesnât look at me directly, just passes two pieces of paper over. As soon as I read them I want to hug her so hard she squeaks. But I canât get close enough. My angry words from this morning are still sitting between us.
âSo thatâs what youâve been up to.â
âI didnât want to tell you until I was sure it would help.â
âWhat is it?â Martin asks. âHand it over, Faltrain.â He takes the paper from me and starts to laugh. âHas Yoosta seen these?â
âI gave copies to him this
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