say goodbye. “ Is that everything, Thea?” He nodded to the housekeeper once the hugs and last minute instructions were given, and helped her into the luxurious confines of the carriage with great tenderness. Thea settled onto the seat and took far too long smoothing her skirts out, but she needed a moment to steady herself. Her hands trembled slightly from the almost proprietary way Rupert had taken over. She nudged aside the large baskets of food and froze in the process of removing her gloves when she realised that he had followed her inside. The interior of the carriage suddenly seemed incredibly small and she found herself shrinking back against the squabs as she eyed him warily. “ I don’t mean to pry Thea, but I need to ask you something important.” Thea felt her stomach tighten with nerves and nodded when words failed her. “ How uncomfortable are your legs? I mean, will we need to stop at frequent intervals so that you can get out and walk around?” While he spoke he studied her face closely for any sign of reluctance to talk about her injuries but couldn’t see anything in the beautiful blue orbs than quiet contemplation. “ Do you know something? I don’t really know. I have only ever travelled from Bainbridge to here. At the time I was still in considerable pain so we had to stop many, many times so that I could take laudanum to ease the discomfort. I haven’t really travelled very far since, apart from to town and back of course.” Rupert nodded and remembered John mentioning that he had invited Thea to visit him many times but she had refused to leave Leicestershire. “Then we will carry on until you wish to stop. I would like to travel throughout the night if I may but that would mean you will have to sleep in the carriage. Although there will be the need for changes of horses, if we don’t stop then we will be in London in a couple of days.” “ That’s fine,” Thea assured him a little too loudly. “I really want to get to my uncle. He needs me and I have to be there for him.” Rupert nodded in understanding. “If you grow too uncomfortable, don’t suffer through it. I don’t want you arriving in London tired and in pain or your uncle will have more to worry about than he needs to.” He gave in to the need to touch her and stroked the softness of one cheek with the back of one finger and gave her a gentle smile before he left the carriage and stood back to hand Tilly in. She watched him mount his horse with effortless grace and almost sighed as the carriage suddenly lurched into action and he disappeared from sight. She barely had the opportunity to wave to Agatha and Bertie before the house too disappeared from view and she had little choice but to sit back against the seat with a sigh. Her eyes met and held Tilly’s over the width of the carriage and she smiled ruefully at the excitement her maid couldn’t hide. “ I would settle back if I were you because we are going to be here for a long time.” “ I am so excited mistress, I don’t mind telling you. I have never been to London before.” Thea sighed and studied Rupert, who was trotting alongside the carriage. She had been to London before; several times in fact but unfortunately it had never filled her with the same innocent enthusiasm that made Tilly positively wriggle in her seat. Although she tried to tell herself that this time it was different; this time she was the one in control of where she went and what she did, it did little to quell her disquiet.
Two days later, the carriage drew to a stop outside John’s Mayfair town house, Ridings. Thea was stiff, sore and, for the last day and a half, had wished with all of her might that she had opted to stop overnight in a coaching inn. She was exhausted, dusty and so thirsty that she was certain that she could drink a well dry. They had stopped to change horses numerous times along the way and, while Thea had taken the luxury of being able to step outside