whathe'djustsaid.“Whyareyouhidingout?They let youleave...why notjustgosomewhereyouwanttobeandstartanewlife?”
“Because,Ruby,theyhavenohonor.They'llcomeforuswhenthey thinkwe'vedroppedourguards―becomecomplacent.It'stheirnature.”
“Okay,butIstilldon'tgetwhyyou're here ,”Iargued.
“Wesawyouinthewoods,”hesaid,hesitatingslightly.“Thereare stories―rumors―ofawolfsopowerfulthatshecan'tbestoppedby anyoneoranything.ARougeetBlanc,”hesaidcautiously,looking directlyatSean.“WhenIfirstsawyou,Iknewitwastrue.Youarethat wolf.Wewanttojoin you .”
“AreyousayingIhaveaworldwidereputation?”Iasked, dumbfounded.
“Jesus,Ruby,”Coopersighed.“Thisishardlyatimetoworryabout yourinternationalstreetcred.”
“That'snotwhatIwassaying!”Isnappedathim.“I'mjusttryingto clarifythattherearepeoplethatknowaboutme.ThatknowwhatIam.”
“Yes,Ruby,”Beckettsaidgruffly,stillflankingJannerlikeagood littlesoldier.“Whenyoutorepastusinthewoodsonenight,redeyes blazing,weallknew.Wejustneverimaginedyou'dshowuponour doorstep.It'sasign.”
“Ilikedyoumorewhenyouwerequiet,”Coopersnarled.“She didn'tshowuponyourdoorstep.ThewayIheardit,youstalkedher throughthewoodsandthenattackedher.”
Seangrowled,lungingatthetrio.HehadJannerpinnedtothe groundbeforeIevensawhimmove.Beckettknewenoughtostandaside, buthelookedpissedaboutittosaytheleast.Notknowinganybetter, AlistairattemptedtoaidhisbrotherwolfandgottackledbyCooperfor hisefforts.
“Ruby,”Seangrumbled,stillholdingJannertightlybythethroat.
“ Explain .”
“Nothinghappened,Sean,”Isaid,finallygraspingtheseverityof thesituation.HewasgoingtokillJannerifhedidn'tfindmyexplanation satisfactory.“Theyfoundme.Theyfedme,clothedme,andbroughtme home.Iwouldn'tbehereifitweren'tforthem.”Hisgriplighteneda minisculeamount.IrealizedIwasn'tansweringtherightquestion.
Ikneltbesidehim,wrappingmyhandaroundhiswrist,tryingto lowermyfaceintohislineofsight.
“Sean,”Isaidsoftly,“theydidn't touch me...okay?Nothinglikethat happened,Ipromise.”
Hiseyeswereblackasnight,butwhentheyfinallymetmine,a flashofemeraldbrokethrough,ifonlyforasecond.HereleasedJanner andstood,hoveringabovehim.IleanedforwardtoseeifJannerwasall right,butSeansnatchedmebytheshoulderandstoodmeupbeforeI couldevengetnearhim.
“Don'ttouchhim,”heordered,stillholdingtightlyontomyarm.“I thinkit'stimeforyourcompanytogo,Ruby.”
“Sean,”Istarted,choosingmywordsandtoneverycarefully.“They cametomebecausetheyneedhelp.Theydidasmuchforme.Iwantto hearthemout. Please .”
Hischestrumbledviolently,buthishostilityneverfullymadeitto hisface―thathekeptasexpressionlessaspossible.
“Cooper,maybeyoushouldtakethesemuttsoutofhereforawhile.
Canyouhandlethat?”
“I'mnotwildaboutyourplan,Rubes,”Coopersaid,addressingme beforeheansweredSean'squestion.Alwaysapissingcontestwiththose two."Butyes,Icantakethemoutofhereforabit.Maybewe'llgo somewherereallyniceandprivatesoIcangetsomerealanswersoutof theseaccent-wieldingchuckleheads.”
“Cooper...,”Isighed,hatinghisattitude.
“Iknow,Iknow.Benicetothestrays,Igetit,”hemoaned.“You're suchabuzzkillsometimes.”Helookedovertothehomelesstrioand motionedforthemtofollowhimout.Muchtomysurprise,theyfollowed withoutsomuchasaword―notevenfromAlistair.
IcaughtCooper'seyebeforeheshutthedoor. Becareful, mygaze toldhim.HiseyesdriftedtoSeanbrieflythenbacktomesaying, be carefulyourself.
Thedoorclosedheavily,leavingSeanandmeshutinwithour growingsilence.Icouldfeelhispenetratingstarewillingmetolookat him,butIcouldn't.Iwasemotionallywastedandphysicallyexhausted, andnotupforthetalkthatIknewwehadtohave.Howdoyouapologize fornearlykillingtheoneyoulove?
Withoutexplanation,Islowlystarteddownthehallwaytomyroom, knowingthathewouldlikelyfollowmylead.Hewasn'tgoingtoletme walkaway;he'dsaidasmuchwhenheshowedupatmyapartment.What Iwasn'tsureaboutwashowthatconversationwasgoingtogoonceit started.
Myroomwasdarkandchaoticasusual.I'dleftforMatty'sfuneral inafrenzy,andtheclothesstrewnallthroughmyroomwereevidenceof
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