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fool.
    “I’ll be off, then,” he said.
    She turned from the stove where she was scooping scrambled eggs onto two Beatrix Potter plates. “Back to London?” she asked.
    “No. I’m here on a case.” He told her what little he knew about it, concluding with, “They’ve given me digs at St. Stephen’s.”
    “So you can relive your own undergraduate days?”
    “Bedders and gyp rooms and night keys from the porter.”
    She took the plates to the table along with the toast, grilled tomatoes, and milk. Christian fell to like a victim of famine. Perdita rocked. Lady Helen placed a fork in her hand, touched her dark head, and rubbed her fingers gently against the child’s downy cheek.
    “Helen.” He found some comfort in saying her name. She looked up. “I’ll be off now.”
    “Let me see you out.”
    She followed him back through the sitting room to the front door. It was colder in this part of the house. He looked at the stairway.
    “Shall I say hello to Pen?”
    “I don’t think so, Tommy.” He cleared his throat, nodded. As if she read his expression, she touched his arm lightly. “Please understand.”
    He knew instinctively that she wasn’t talking about her sister. “I suppose you can’t get away for dinner.”
    “I can’t leave her alone with them. God only knows when Harry’s coming home. He’s staying for formal dinner at Emmanuel tonight. He may sleep there as well. He’s done that already four nights this past week.”
    “Will you phone me at the college if he comes home?”
    “He won’t—”
    “Will you phone?”
    “Oh, Tommy.”
    He felt a sudden, overpowering surge of hopelessness which prompted him to say, “I volunteered for this case, Helen. When I knew it was Cambridge.”
    As soon as the words were out, he despised himself. He was resorting to the worst form of emotional blackmail. It was manipulative, dishonest, and unworthy of them both. She didn’t respond. In the shadows of the hallway, she was darkness and light. The glossy unbroken curve of hair to her shoulders, the cream of her skin. He reached out, caressed the line of her jaw. She came into the shelter of his overcoat. He felt her arms slip warmly round him. He rested his cheek on the top of her head.
    “Christian said he likes you because you smell good,” he whispered.
    Against his chest, he could feel her smile. “Did he?”
    “Yes.” He let himself hold her for a moment longer before he pressed his lips to the top of her head. “Christian was right,” he said and released her. He opened the front door.
    “Tommy.” She crossed her arms in front of her. He said nothing, waiting, willing her to take some sort of first step.
    “I’ll phone,” she said. “If Harry turns up.”
    “I love you, Helen.” He walked to his car.
             
    Lady Helen returned to the kitchen. For the first time in the nine days that she had been in Cambridge, she looked at the room dispassionately, seeing it as an outside observer would see it.
Dissolution
, it declared.
    Despite the fact that she had scrubbed it herself only three days ago, the yellow linoleum floor was once again grimy, patched with spilled food and drink from the children’s meals. The walls looked greasy, with grey handprints smeared like directional indicators against the paint. Work tops acted as storage space for anything that couldn’t be fitted anywhere else. A stack of unopened mail, a wooden bowl of apples and browning bananas, half a dozen newspapers, a plastic jar of kitchen utensils and brushes, and a children’s colouring book and crayons shared the area with a wine rack, an electric mixer, a toaster, and a shelf of dusty books. Beneath the burners on the cooker, the remains of boil-overs lay like sour slop, and cobwebs collected on three empty wicker baskets atop the refrigerator.
    Lady Helen wondered what Lynley must have thought, seeing all this. It was quite a change from the only other time he had been in Bulstrode Gardens for a