doesnât.â
But for the first time there were clouds in his blue sky eyes. There was something he wasnât telling me. I stood up again. Touch or no touch, warm, cozy feeling or not, I was out of there.
âWait,â Walker said. âIâm sorry. Sorry. Jed told me Luisaâs with her father.â
âHer mother doesnât think so.â
He frowned, swallowed hard. For once I knew something he didnât. âWhen did you talk to her?â
âLast nightâactually very early this morning. I went over to Luisaâs. Her motherâs really scared. She thought I might know where Luisa is. Why would she think that? Plus I found Luisaâs favorite Frisbee in front of my house. Something is going on and it seems Iâm involved whether I like it or not.â
âYouâre not,â Walker said. âYou canât worry about it. Listen to me.â
âWhy should I listen to you?â
âTomorrow at midnight this will all be settled.â
âYouâre not making any sense.â In the bright, spring sun, I suddenly got the chills. I put my hands over my eyes. I swayed, nauseated. Walker put his hand on my arm and the nausea went away. Everything went away. I was weightless, floating.
âOh.â Walker said. âI wish⦠I wishââ
âLeave her alone.â It was Trevor. I crashed back to earth, opened my eyes.
âIâm not doing anything.â Walker jumped to his feet.
âThen why is she crying?â
I didnât know I had been. âIâm crying for my friend!â
âI heard about Luisa,â Trevor said. âEverybodyâs talking about her. Iâll help you find her.â
âYou will?â
âWe can drive around. Weâll find her. Come on.â
âRight now?â
He nodded and just like the day before I was ready to skip school and go with him. His mischievous smile, his smooth skin, his shiny eyes made me want to go, do, try new things. He shook back his shaggy hair. âRight now,â he said.
âDonât go anywhere with him.â
âItâs none of your business,â I said to Walker.
âNone of your business,â Trevor repeated.
Walkerâs angry words came out in a growl. âYou donât care about her. This is about you and what you want.â
âShe knows how I feel.â Trevor stood in front of me. âDonât you, October? You know how I feel about you.â He looked into my eyes and cupped my face with his large hands. His touch didnât make me go warm and relaxed. Instead, my palms began to sweat. My heart began to race. And then the itch returned. My arm, my neck, between my shoulder blades. I put my hand on Trevorâs arm. It was like a rock. But I had to scratch. It wasnât attractive, but I had to. I stepped away from both of them and my head cleared although the itch continued. I scratched. I had to.
âSee what you did?â Walker said.
Trevor just grinned. âI see whatâs happening to her. Whatâs about to happen.â He turned to me. âOctober. Letâs go.â
It was more a command than an invitation and that didnât make me happy.
Walker frowned. âPlease stay with me.â
That was nicer and he was sweet, but so weird and half the time I couldnât understand what he was talking about. At least Trevor was my age. Iâd never had any guy seriously interested in me. Now it seemed I had two. I looked from one to the other. Trevorâs face was broad, his hands large, and his fingernails were not exactly clean, but his eyes were like a puppyâs and his olive skin was perfect. Walker was so handsome, almost too handsomeâhe made me feel inadequateâand, as Iâve said before, he felt familiar in some way. The morning bell rang and everyone began to file into school. I had to go. Walker put his hand on my shoulder. I gave a little jolt as
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