of the meeting.
For once Walt Dudley was caught off guard. His smile vanished. âBut Iâm taking the seven oâclock plane to Chicago. The furniture market opens Monday and weâre to have a preview showing for the chain and mail order boys tomorrow.â His last words weakened as if the hearing of what he had said destroyed its validity. âWell, I can probably get a later plane.â The smile was back. âDust off my chair, Erica, Iâll be there.â
Walling was facing her, frowning. âI donât see how I can possibly make it, Miss Martin. Everythingâs set to start our test run on the molding process as soon as the five oâclock shift comes off.â
âBetter hold it up,â Dudley advised, the older man to the younger.
âWe canât hold it up,â Walling protested. âTheyâve already started reacting the finish resin. It has to come off on schedule or not at all. Weâve spent a whole month getting things organized for this one weekend. If we miss now it will be a month before we can get things set again for another factory test.â
âCouldnât they go ahead without you?â Erica Martin asked, framing the question so that it was a way of telling him that nothing must stop him from attending the meeting. Don Walling was a new vice-president ⦠it had been less than two years since he had moved up to the Executive Suite ⦠there were still things that he had to be taught.
âI donât see how. Thereâll be decisions to make as they go along,â Walling said, âbut under the circumstances, I donât suppose thereâs anything else that can be done except to hold up.â
He was learning, Erica decided, but there was more to learn ⦠he hadnât taught himself to hide his feelings.
âCheer up, boy,â Dudley broke in with a forced laugh, the good actor covering a fellow playerâs bad cue. âThe meeting might turn out to be a quickie and then you could still get over to the factory in time.â
Erica Martin was tempted. She knew how important the test run was. She had seen the preliminary estimates that had been attached to the appropriation request. If the new molding process worked out it might well become the most important development in years. A monthâs delay would be serious. If Avery were there he would almost certainly tell Walling to go ahead with the test run and not worry about the meeting. Yet she dared not yield to the temptation to speak for him. That was the frustrating prohibition that hemmed in her whole life. She knew, better than any living person, what Avery Bullardâs reaction would be to any given situation, yet she never dared anticipate it. She could only repeat his words, relay his orders, echo his commands. That was all. Anything else was beyond the border line.
Outside the door, Erica Martin groped, as she had groped so many times before, to find some bench mark of reason that would make it easier to orient her thinking and find some justification for the unpleasant situation in which she constantly found herself. She was always in the bufferland between Avery Bullard and his vice-presidents. She had nothing to do with the orders that she relayed, yet she was forced to be the object of the resentment and anger that they aroused. The demand for a six oâclock executive committee meeting was an arbitrary act of dictatorship, issued without consideration of anyone elseâs plans or desires. She agreed. But it wasnât her fault. Why should they hate her ⦠and they did hate her, all of them! Walling was the only one who had dared to show it, but that was only because he was new, because he hadnât learned yet that a mask was essential equipment for the vice-presidentâs trade. They all had their masks, Dudleyâs was laughter, Aldersonâs was his impassivity, Grimmâs was the thin blue veil of smoke that drifted
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