not to save his life or mine. Yes, but don't go down there. I seized his arm with both hands and tugged it hard. Please don't. He was a scary man. Inspiration struck like an illuminating lightning-bolt. I think he had a gun.
He looked at me thoughtfully. Maybe there wasn't a man, he said, lifting his voice a little on the last word and turning it into something that was almost but not quite a question. Maybe you fell asleep while you were fishing, son, and had a bad dream. Like the ones you had about Danny last winter.
Ihad had a lot of bad dreams about Dan last winter, dreams where I would open the door to our closet or to the dark, fruity interior of the cider shed and see him standing there and looking at me out of his purple strangulated face; from many of these dreams I had awakened screaming, and awakened my parents, as well. I had fallen asleep on the bank of the stream for a little while, too dozed off, anyway but I hadn't dreamed and I was sure I had awakened just before the man in the black suit clapped the bee dead, sending it tumbling off my nose and into my lap. I hadn't dreamed him the way I had dreamed Dan, I was quite sure of that, although my meeting with him had already attained a dreamlike quality in my mind, as I suppose supernatural occurrences always must. But if my Dad thought that the man had only existed in my own head, that might be better. Better for him.
It might have been, I guess, I said.
Well, we ought to go back and find your rod and your creel.
He actually started in that direction, and I had to tug frantically at his arm to stop him again, and turn him back toward me.
Later, I said. Please, Dad? I want to see Mother. I've got to see her with my own eyes.
He thought that over, then nodded. Yes, I suppose you do. We'll go home first, and get your rod and creel later.
So we walked back to the farm together, my father with his fish-pole propped on his shoulder just like one of my friends, me carrying his creel, both of us eating folded-over slices of my mother's bread smeared with blackcurrant jam.
Did you catch anything? he asked as we came in sight of the barn.
Yes, sir, I said. A rainbow. Pretty good-sized. And a brookie that was a lot bigger, I thought but didn't say. Biggest one I ever saw, to tell the truth, but I don't have that one to show you, Dad. I gave that one to the man in the black suit, so he wouldn't eat me. And it worked but just barely.
That's all? Nothing else?
After I caught it I fell asleep. This was not really an answer, but not really a lie, either.
Lucky you didn't lose your pole. You didn't, did you, Gary?
No, sir, I said, very reluctantly. Lying about that would do no good even if I'd been able to think up a whopper not if he was set on going back to get my creel anyway, and I could see by his face that he was.
Up ahead, Candy Bill came racing out of the back door, barking his shrill bark and wagging his whole rear end back and forth the way Scotties do when they're excited. I couldn't wait any longer; hope and anxiety bubbled up in my throat like foam. I broke away from my father and ran to the house, still lugging his creel and still convinced, in my heart of hearts, that I was going to find my mother dead on the kitchen floor with her face swelled and purple like Dan's had been when my father carried him in from the west field, crying and calling the name of Jesus.
But she was standing at the counter, just as well and fine as when I had left her, humming a song as she shelled peas into a bowl. She looked around at me, first in surprise and then in fright as she took in my wide eyes and pale cheeks.
Gary, what is it? What's the matter?
I didn't answer, only ran to her and covered her with kisses. At some point my father came in and said, Don't worry, Lo he's all right. He just had one of his bad dreams, down there by the brook.
Pray God it's the last of them, she said, and hugged me tighter while Candy Bill danced around our feet, barking his shrill
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