roses.
His throat closed. He couldnât swallow.
âDaddy told me about Mr. Eli. Isnât it wonderful! It turned out so perfectly,â she said joyously.
She threw her arms around him, hugging him, and her hair swept his face. He kept his hands at his sides.
She stepped back and looked up at him, and saw something she had never seen before. There were tears in his eyes.
âBrodie . . .â The first hint of apprehension.
His lips moved but no words came.
âBrodie,â she said, lowering her head a trifle, staring at him, her head cocked slightly to one side.
He touched her cheek and realized his hand was shaking.
âSomethingâs bad,â she said, and tears flooded her eyes. She put two fingers against his lips. âI donât want to hear anything bad. Please.â
âIsabel . . . Iâve got to . . . I have to go away.â
âWhat do you mean, âgo awayâ? Where? Where are you going?â
He looked at the ground. He could not stand to look at her face, at the tears edging down to her chin.
He shook his head. âI donât know. But itâs not fair for me to stay here.â
âFair!
Fair!
â
âLook at me, Isabel. Please. I got nothing. All the clothes I own wouldnât fill the corner of a closet. I got four hundred dollars in a cigar box and thatâs all I got in the world . . .â
âStop it!â she said.
âBen loves you. He can give you everything you want.â
âI donât care!â she cried, tears streaming down her cheeks. âI love you, and I know you love me.â
âI left a note for Mr. Eli and Miss Madeline, and one for Ben. Iâm leaving, Isabel. Iâm leaving San Pietro valley for good. Itâs best for everybody. Especially you.â
âIt is
not
best for me,â she said, anguish accenting every syllable. âYou care about Ben, you care about the Gormans. Donât you care about me?â
âWeâre just kids,â he said harshly. âItâs puppy love.â
âThatâs what you think?
Puppy love?
â She was crying hard now. âIs that all I mean to you?â
He couldnât stand the hurt. He reached out to her but she backed away, into the shadows at the back of the greenhouse. She sat down on the hard earth.
âYouâre just throwing me away.â Her voice was like a whispered wail, a cry in the night, her grief so deep that Brodie did not know how to respond.
âI gotta go,â he said in a voice he didnât even recognize. âItâs best for everybody.â
âHow do you know whatâs best for me?â she moaned. âI thought you loved me. I thought you would protect me and . . .â Her voice dissolved into more tears.
Jesus,
he thought,
why wonât she understand?
âMy heart hurts,â she sobbed. âIt will never stop hurting. Youâve turned my dreams into nightmares.â
âIsabel . . .â
âIf youâre going, then go. Get away from me.â
He stood his ground for a few moments and then backed down the aisle to the door. He couldnât tell her there was a crushing hurt in his heart, too.
As he turned the doorknob, her voice came to him from the darkness.
âI read a poem once,â she said in a voice tortured with misery. âIt said âFirst love is forever.â And I believed it.â
He ran from the greenhouse, ran to Cyclone, jumped on his back, and rode down the path, away from the Hoffman house and around Grand View and down the precipitous cliff road from the Hill to Eureka.
The town had gone crazy. It was like New Yearâs Eve. The bars were full, men were staggering in the street, shooting their guns into the air. Some of the girls were dancing on the wooden sidewalk. The news was out about Riker.
Light from town spilled out on the beach, and Brodie leaned back and smacked Cyclone on the rump. He dashed off down
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