staircase. He had not got round to it, so Brian came up to have a look.
Tim thought he was coming to ask for the second half of the rent, which was missing this month, because Buttercup had eaten into his salary with her demands for petrol and a new exhaust pipe when the old one got knocked off, backing into a high kerb. When he heard Brian at the foot of the steps, he wanted to pretend to be out, but the lights were on and the radio playing, so he had to open the door, his head seething with a stew of possible excuses.
âNeed a whole piece of wood, that will.â Brian came into the flat. âYour friend did it in, was it, the one in the white Escort with the pixie in the back window? He was a bit heavy for those stairs, if you ask me.â
âThat step was broken before,â Tim reminded him.
âSo it was. I did ask Jack, but you know what he is. Iâm sorry, Tim,â Brian said, surprisingly for a landlord. âItâs not fair to neglect you, when you keep this place nice, and donât give any trouble.â
âThatâs all right, Brian. Iâll tell my, er, my friend to be careful, next time he comes.â
âComes a lot, does he?â Brian sat down on the bed that disguised itself as a couch with three cushions against the wall, and looked up at Tim thoughtfully, caressing his soft beard as if it were a lapdog carried high up.
âWell, I donât know, really. Heâs a â sort of â new friend.â Was it worse to know when a blush was crawling up the side of your neck, or would it be worse to have other people see you blushing when you didnât know it?
âIâm glad. Bit lonely here, is it?â
Tim shook his head dumbly.
âBit hard to make ends meet?â Brian held up a hand. âDonât worry about the rent. We trust you. Sit down.â He patted the bed. Panic rose. âYouâre a good boy, Tim, a really nice boy, and I want you to know that if you ever need a friend â well, youâve got your new friend and thatâs fine â but if you ever need someone handy ââ
Tim had not sat down. A sledgehammer could not have made him. So Brian put both hands on his knees and stood up.
âWell, on my way.â He laid a shaggy woollen arm round Timâs shoulders and gave him a one-armed sideways hug.
Stiff as an iron bar, Tim stood still while Brian let himself out and ran down the steps, whistling. Tim remained rigid, his hands at his sides, staring at nothing. Help! he thought. Iâd better borrow for the rent till I get my pay cheque. My
God
, he thought. I never knew.
So if Brian ⦠Then was that why he and Jack ⦠But Jack had that woman Janet Fox at work, who ⦠Was he both? Were they both both? âGood boy, Tim.â Did he really think that
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And so he thought that Tim ⦠But what about the girl friend with the yellow hair? Total confusion.
When he could move again, Tim tiptoed to the door and fastened the chain across.
Better get myself a girl friend. Out of the confusion, that thoughtemerged. Well, and why not? Having a car would make it easier. âYour car can be transport, music centre, picnic venue, speed, excitement, privacy, bedroom. Get a car â get a girl!â
Frog-princess Lilian was married to a toad, but Gail was unattached, and had been reasonably friendly to Tim of late. They shared a few familiar jokes about Mr D. and Fred and the worst of the customers. That would be something to talk about, for a start.
Tim picked his time. Gail was quite passable, really, if you liked pointed noses with short upper lips pulled up towards them. She smelled clean too, and had a nice little way with customers, jollying the wobblies along towards the decision she had already made for them.
She had high pointed bosoms, like her nose. One day, she came to work in the same sort of pink jumper that Helen Brown had worn at the theatre, but it looked
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