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volatile bad boy of tennis when she was fifteen. Since then, she always ducked behind security tape to say hello to the man who still managed the ball-retrieval team, and brought him up to date on her career. Though she'd never been a contender here, familiarity with the tunnels and locker rooms, of which the public were ignorant, infused her with a proprietary sense of access. At the NTC she dared to believe, as Eric did daily with such unnatural ease, that center court was her destiny.
      With amazement, Willy was led by the hand on September 7, not up switchbacking ramps to the upper tiers of rowdy proles, but to the hallowed courtside seats reserved for corporations and blueblood families. Screwed on the backs of their chairs gleamed two plastic plaques: OBERDORE. In that it had become customary to hand on permanent U.S. Open seats in one's will, some day these thrones could belong to Eric. Willy conceded that privilege did not seem altogether obnoxious from the standpoint of its beneficiary.
      Yet Willy and Eric seemed destined to remain on opposite sides of the net. As he supported the incumbent Reagan in '84, Eric promptly backed Stefan Edberg, the obvious favorite, who had won the U.S. Open the previous year. Eric knew she was rooting for the challenger, Larry Punt—a modestly ranked hopeful who had battled his way through the qualies into the round-of-sixteen.
      "Are you being deliberately contrary?" she asked. "Every time we watch a match, you back the other guy."
      "That's because you have such a soft spot for long shots, Wilhelm. Whenever some poor slob is ranked 4,002, or is coming back from an injury that will eventually put him out of the game forever, you take his side. Who's being contrary?"
      "Since your ranking isn't far from 4,002 you might sympathize with the player who isn't famous."
      "For most of these people, this is entertainment," he murmured, leaning forward. "For you and me, this is a vicarious exercise. So it's a question of with whom you identify. That piece of kelp out there, even if he freakishly took this match, would only get cut to ribbons in the quarters. Why go down with the no-name in your head? Make it easy on yourself, and identify with the front-runner. If you throw your mental lot in with the lowly, there's no logical limit. You may as well imagine yourself as an aspirant ballgirl."
      "I was a ballgirl," she said icily, tugging the empty arms of her sweater around her shoulders and jerking them in a knot. "Edberg is drab. Typical Swede. He has no personality, and his face is about as expressive as set cement."
      "Who needs personality with a volley like that?"
      "Tennis should be a test of character."
      "Character, maybe. Not personality."
      "What's the difference?"
      Eric assumed a patient tone. "Personality involves frilly quirks like I-have-to-wear-my-lucky-headband. Character entails flushing all that emotional froufrou down the toilet and getting on with the job."
      She turned to Eric's face with amazement, which had assumed the same rigid intensity that he wore on court. Eric was a great admirer of technique, the exterior game, and if the interior existed for him at all, it was to be obliterated. Presumably in Eric's view the most exemplary tennis players didn't, themselves, exist. But Willy was riveted by the storms of frustration, beleaguerment, and redoubled determination washing over a player's face like island weather. To Willy, the interior game was the game—your feelings could be played like a violin, or they could play you. Eric's solution was not to master the emotions but to make them go away. If he himself could pull off such a vanishing act, he was either a shaman, or a machine.
      When she turned back to the game, Punt had been given a warning for racket abuse. The underdog was screaming at the umpire, who gazed unconcernedly at an airplane overhead.
      "No class," Eric hissed.
      "It was a bad call!"
      "Which