breath and slowly I drifted to sleep.
I felt her pulling away from me, “Where you going?” I
opened my eyes to see here standing next to the bed. “Sorry I didn’t mean to
fall asleep on you. I’m sure you’re uncomfortable,” she was watching me. I
could barely see her expression from the light of the television. I smiled up
to her, “I wasn’t uncomfortable. I actually was really kind of perfect…until
you moved.”
I wasn’t sure what she was thinking but I waited for her
to respond. Just when I thought I freaked her out she surprised me, “Do you
mind staying here all night…it’s actually comforting to have you here.” I stood
and pulled down the covers. Once I crawled back onto the bed I reached my hand
out to her and she slowly got into the bed with me. We were so close and she
seemed okay with that. I wrapped her in my arms and pulled her closer, “Lexi
you know you can trust me right…I wouldn’t hurt you.” She nodded her head and I
squeezed her to me just a little tighter. I once again drifted off to the slow
rhythm of her breathing.
Twenty
Three
(Lexi)
The next couple of day’s things became less nervous
between Radley, Megan and me. I convinced Megan that by me telling the guys and
talking about what I went through actually made life a little easier. I felt
like I didn’t have to hide anymore. Kole knew and he accepted all my faults. He
wasn’t letting me stay at the dorm though unless Megan stayed too and even then
he tried to con me into staying with him. We have done a lot of cuddling and
kissing but that is it…I am slowly being able to tolerate his touch without
panic or anxiety. I was getting used to sleeping in his arms and when I did I
felt safer than I had in months.
It was a week before Thanksgiving and we were laying in
his bed talking as I was securely tucked into his chest and his chin was rested
onto my head. “Your tattoo I never asked but…that verse is that because you
lost your baby?” I nodded into his neck, “Yeah and just all of it. It seemed to
fit the entire summer. I got it a few weeks before I came here.” He slowly raised
my shirt enough to see the words as he traced them with his fingertip and he
pulled his body up to slide down closer. When he was hovered just over my side
he bent and kissed me right over the words. The gesture pulled at my heart and
made my pulse race. I reached down the grab him pulling him to me as our mouths
met in a sweet kiss that quickly turned into more.
I felt his tongue piercing flip against my tongue…I was
really learning that I loved that piercing. His body holding me securely, he
made me feel like nothing in this world could hurt me as long as I was right
there being held by him. I reached over his back as I began gathering his shirt
and pulling it up over his head. He looked into my eyes, sinking his lips back
to mine. He watched me as he kissed me then slowly allowing his eyes to close
again.
He gathered my shirt up exposing my stomach as he slowly
ran kisses down my neck and then onto my belly flipping his tongue along the
way. I felt a little sense of panic but I pushed passed it and continued to
breathe steadily. Kole wouldn’t hurt me and I know that. This was what I wanted
and I quickly pulled myself back together and focused on the feeling of his
kiss…of his tongue as it now made its’ way back up. Kole brought my shirt up
slowly and lifted it over my head. The desire in his eyes was driving me
insane. He looked unbelievably sexy. He was still up on his knees above me as
he tossed my shirt to the floor. I quickly rose up to unbuckle his jeans. He
bit his piercing between his teeth watching me reach into his pants to wrap my
hand securely around him. I slowly stroked him before I lowered his jeans and
boxers to expose his erection. I looked up into his eyes as I brought my tongue
to the tip slowly licking and sinking him into my mouth, “Fuck…Lex!” He closed
his eyes and let his head slowly fall back. I
I felt her pulling away from me, “Where you going?” I
opened my eyes to see here standing next to the bed. “Sorry I didn’t mean to
fall asleep on you. I’m sure you’re uncomfortable,” she was watching me. I
could barely see her expression from the light of the television. I smiled up
to her, “I wasn’t uncomfortable. I actually was really kind of perfect…until
you moved.”
I wasn’t sure what she was thinking but I waited for her
to respond. Just when I thought I freaked her out she surprised me, “Do you
mind staying here all night…it’s actually comforting to have you here.” I stood
and pulled down the covers. Once I crawled back onto the bed I reached my hand
out to her and she slowly got into the bed with me. We were so close and she
seemed okay with that. I wrapped her in my arms and pulled her closer, “Lexi
you know you can trust me right…I wouldn’t hurt you.” She nodded her head and I
squeezed her to me just a little tighter. I once again drifted off to the slow
rhythm of her breathing.
Twenty
Three
(Lexi)
The next couple of day’s things became less nervous
between Radley, Megan and me. I convinced Megan that by me telling the guys and
talking about what I went through actually made life a little easier. I felt
like I didn’t have to hide anymore. Kole knew and he accepted all my faults. He
wasn’t letting me stay at the dorm though unless Megan stayed too and even then
he tried to con me into staying with him. We have done a lot of cuddling and
kissing but that is it…I am slowly being able to tolerate his touch without
panic or anxiety. I was getting used to sleeping in his arms and when I did I
felt safer than I had in months.
It was a week before Thanksgiving and we were laying in
his bed talking as I was securely tucked into his chest and his chin was rested
onto my head. “Your tattoo I never asked but…that verse is that because you
lost your baby?” I nodded into his neck, “Yeah and just all of it. It seemed to
fit the entire summer. I got it a few weeks before I came here.” He slowly raised
my shirt enough to see the words as he traced them with his fingertip and he
pulled his body up to slide down closer. When he was hovered just over my side
he bent and kissed me right over the words. The gesture pulled at my heart and
made my pulse race. I reached down the grab him pulling him to me as our mouths
met in a sweet kiss that quickly turned into more.
I felt his tongue piercing flip against my tongue…I was
really learning that I loved that piercing. His body holding me securely, he
made me feel like nothing in this world could hurt me as long as I was right
there being held by him. I reached over his back as I began gathering his shirt
and pulling it up over his head. He looked into my eyes, sinking his lips back
to mine. He watched me as he kissed me then slowly allowing his eyes to close
again.
He gathered my shirt up exposing my stomach as he slowly
ran kisses down my neck and then onto my belly flipping his tongue along the
way. I felt a little sense of panic but I pushed passed it and continued to
breathe steadily. Kole wouldn’t hurt me and I know that. This was what I wanted
and I quickly pulled myself back together and focused on the feeling of his
kiss…of his tongue as it now made its’ way back up. Kole brought my shirt up
slowly and lifted it over my head. The desire in his eyes was driving me
insane. He looked unbelievably sexy. He was still up on his knees above me as
he tossed my shirt to the floor. I quickly rose up to unbuckle his jeans. He
bit his piercing between his teeth watching me reach into his pants to wrap my
hand securely around him. I slowly stroked him before I lowered his jeans and
boxers to expose his erection. I looked up into his eyes as I brought my tongue
to the tip slowly licking and sinking him into my mouth, “Fuck…Lex!” He closed
his eyes and let his head slowly fall back. I
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