gaze to the apparition.
âTell me, lady, Mother, ghost, and friend, what of Laertes? Does he share this fate, and if he does, do we also share our father?â
âAye.â
âAnd do I know him?â
âYou will.â
âPray, how?â
âBy his singing.â
And now I hear the voiceâa rich and distant manly timbre. The singing wraps around me with the smoke.
âAm I the child of one who would love me if he knew?â
âThat is most certain.â
And now the vision ripples in the smoke.
My chamber door opens and Anne appears; I see her through the shimmering image of the ghost before me.
âOphelia â¦â
âOphelia!â
My motherâs voice is one with Anneâs. Yes, Anne is here. She is beating at the mist with her hands, coughing, throwing back the fur covering at the window.
âLia? Wake! Please.â
I open my eyes to Anne. They sting, and she looks as though she is melting. âAnne?â
She leans over me.
âGood lady, do you breathe?â
I sit up slowly. âMost excellent well,â I tell her through heavy lips. âMy head throbs slightly, but â¦â
âLia, there is a most rank odor in here.â She finds the smoldering crucible and dumps its scorched contents from the window.
âActuallyââI am enjoying the tingling of my fingertipsââI believe I found it ⦠pleasant.â
âPleasant? I daresay, Lia, this smoke hath removed you from your mind.â
âNo, friend,â I tell her, looking to the spot where my mother stood. âI daresay it has restored me to my heart.â
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My chamber has been cleared of smoke, and Anne hath rinsed the stale aroma from my hair using water scented with a blend of lemongrass and lavender. I sit beside the fire and coax away the snarls with my fingers.
âThere is news of a play,â Anne tells me. âA troupe arrived not two hours ago, and are meant to perform tomorrow night.â
âPlayers!â I grumble. âThis castle verily crawls with players, and the King be the worst of them.â
We are interrupted by a knock, which Anne answers. I am aware of an exchange of whispers.
âThe Prince sends word,â she reports, reaching for my gown. âYou will meet him in the outer baileyânow.â
I spring from my stool to step into the gownâs billowing skirt, and shove my arms into the snug sleeves. Then I pull on my cloak, and away.
We meet in moonlightâs faint beginnings âneath an early-evening sky. It is bitter in the bailey shadows where we hide. Hamlet tells me of his meeting with Polonius, how he played at madness so completely that the man did quake within his shoes.
âTell me of this discourse,â I demand. âLeave naught to my imagining. I would know every furrow of confusion in his ignoble brow.â
Hamlet rests his chin upon my hair. âI called him a fishmonger, to start.â
âWise of you.â
âOne must always be wise when one is mad.â
âGo on.â
âI carried with me a book, and Polonius did ask what I read. I told him, âWords, words, words.ââ
ââTwas a silly answer.â
âAye, but âtwas a silly question. What else could one read but words?â
âThink you heâs convinced, then?â I ask.
âI do.â
âAnd what of Rosencrantz and Guildenstern? Think they too that you are ⦠shall we say, several fathoms shallow of a full moat?â
Hamlet laughs. âAye. Methinks they do, though they are uncertain of what causes my mental drought.â
âPerhaps it shall rain sanity soon,â I tease.
âBut already I am in it too deeply, love. Indeed, I overrun with reason.â
âNow, what of the play?â
âThe play,â says Hamlet. ââTwill entertain us tomorrow evening. I confess, Iâve altered the production. Know
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