do for me.
It seems that there is nothing anyone can or will do for me.”
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A N ENRAGED M EG JAMMED THE CELL PHONE BACK INTO HER POCKET , stormed out of the room, and marched down the hall to the break room. Before walking
in, she dried her tears and straightened her hair.
“Did I see you on the phone?” Heather asked. “Who were you talking to?”
“It wasn’t you, so what difference does it make?” Meg answered much too harshly.
Heather’s eyes never left her as Meg dropped seventy-five cents in a machine, hit
a button, and watched a Coke fall out. She likely was shocked by the tone in Meg’s
voice and her sarcastic response. As Meg considered what must have been going through
her friend’s mind, she almost apologized. Heather didn’t deserve to be treated in
that fashion. Maybe Meg should explain her frustration, but that would display a weakness
she couldn’t show, at least not yet. So rather than say anything, she popped the top
on the can and took a sip.
“I didn’t mean to pry,” Heather said as she took a seat beside Meg. “I’m sorry.”
“No,” Meg replied, “I shouldn’t have snapped.”
Poor Heather, she was trying so hard to understand and she couldn’t.
“Maybe it’s good your back,” Heather said.
“Why?” Meg asked.
“Because everyone has been asking about you. You’re the perfect nurse, not only because
you know our business but because you make people feel better by simply being with
them. Even today they are asking about you and asking for you.”
“Really?”
“Oh, Meg, I’m not saying this will make you feel better, but none of us measure up
to you. You have always been the heart of this staff.”
“I doubt that,” Meg replied. “I’m not sure my heart is even beating anymore.”
“Things will get better,” Heather assured her.
“Not so sure about that.” Meg took a sip of the soft drink before adding, “Heather,
you’ve never been married and you’ve never lost anyone close to you. So don’t judge
me now and don’t expect me to be like I used to be. I don’t think I will ever be that
way again. I hope you’ll accept that and not try to find a way to change it.”
Heather nodded but didn’t respond. She probably didn’t have the words to answer. Who
did?
As both nurses sat silent, not talking or looking at each other, a young, tall doctor
wearing a green coat walked in. Looking up, Heather responded first. “Hi, Paul, want
a cup of coffee?”
“No thanks, Heather. I didn’t come here to flirt or drink this time; I came here to
beg! What I really need is for someone to find some records for me. I’m treating a
man admitted and released by the swing physician covering the emergency room on Saturday
night. You see, because the guy was simply treatedand released, no one expected him to need anything else. Well, he came back in this
morning and naturally, he can’t remember what medicine was prescribed. I’ve got to
know. So I checked with records and found his report hadn’t been loaded into the system
yet. It seems that everything was down this weekend due to the storms we had last
week. We actually went back to using paper on everything. So until they get things
fixed and uploaded so I can see it on my iPad, I’m lost.”
Heather nodded. “I’ve got the same issue. I guess we’re just spoiled. We think we
can make a couple of taps and everything will leap into view. Looking through paper
files is a headache.”
“I’m not a filing wizard,” the doctor explained. “You should see me try to get organized
when I do taxes. If it’s not on the computer, then I’m lost. And I don’t want to mill
through the papers that were filled out in the emergency room for the next hour in
order to get this guy out of my hair. No one down there seems to have time right now,
so could you possibly help?”
Putting her coffee down, Heather got up, but before she could say
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