youâll change your mindââ
âNot this time. This is for real.â
Silence.
The sound of something breaking, then his dadâs faraway voice: âTwo Jesus beer!â and âCould have blinded me!â
âI oughtta stay,â Wanda says then. âSo he doesnât burn down the house.â
âSuit yourself,â his mother says. She looks at Wayne.
He thinks of his notebooks filled with letters underneath clothes in his dresser, beneath his mattress, stuffed in boxes on the top shelf of his closet. How long to pack them all? he wonders. What about his clothes and books and whatever else he might need? Besides, Wandaâs right: sheâll come back. She always does.
His mother turns and leaves the room and walks down the hall towards the kitchen and Wayne follows and considers the possibility that, this time, she wonât come back, so whoâll make the dumplings and molasses tarts and sweeten his tea just the way he likes it and make sure her husband brings home his cheque and that Wanda doesnât listen to Nickelback at the table or drink more than three Diet Cokes a day and tell him heâs handsome and that, one day, heâll have more friends than heâll know what to do with?
Now his motherâs in the kitchen and Wanda and he are beside her and she stops in front of their dad and says, âI need a ride.â
His father takes the corn away, his cheek swollen to twice its normal size. âSee what you did?â He squeezes his eyes from the pain and when he opens them theyâre wet.
âDid you hear me?â she says.
âA ride? I can barely see out of my Jesus eye.â
âJust need a foot and a hand to drive,â their mother says. âOr Iâll call a cabâ
âWayne, call me a taxi.â She turns back to her husband. âWhat? Whatâs so goddamned funny?â
âNothing. Wayne, put âWorking Manâ on for your momââ
âNo, you drunk bastard.â
âDrunk?â
âRita MacNeil is not going to fix it this time.â
âTwo Jesus beerââ
âIâll never set foot in this house againââ
âIâm more sober than you are.â
âMore sober than I amâjust listen to him, youngstersââ
âNo call to hit me in the faceââ
âShoulda aimed for the templeââ
âWhy didnât yaââ
âDonât knowâthe frying pan is heavy.â
Silence all of a sudden.
His dad sets the corn on the table and then runs his fingers over his cheek as one would over a smooth stone while his mom goes into the foyer (followed by Wayne) and gets into her coat and boots. Wanda grabs another Diet Coke and then goes into the foyer, too.
Finally, his father says, âCome back in, Ruth.â
âFrig off, you. Iâm heading to the train station now, arenât I?â
âNo trains tonight.â
âThen Iâll go to Dotâs and leave in the morning.â
His dad curses. âIâm sure thatâs just what Dot and Frank wantâyou barging in with a packed suitcase and a snotty nose. Theyâve got little ones, Ruth.â
âDot and me are friends.â
âNot for long, if you go over there.â
His mother hesitates for a moment, then zips up her coat and says to Wayne, âDid you call a taxi?â
Wayne goes to do it, but his motherâs voice stops him. âNo, never mind, Iâll walk. Walkâll do me good.â
âItâs freezing,â says his father.
âNo oneâs talking to you,â his mom says. She ties her laces and picks up her suitcase and gives Wayne and Wanda a look and says, âIâm fed up,â then pushes open the door and leaves.
No one says anything.
Wayne goes over and stands on his tiptoes and watches her through the window in the door. Sheâs standing in the middle of the street looking
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