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Friday night weâre all at the ballpark an hour early. The Bear is already there. He and Ethanâs coach are eating hot dogs, although the snack stand isnât even open yet.
When the other team arrives, the Bear leaves the field and comes to sit with us in the bleachers. Heâs showing teeth. Iâm almost sure heâs smiling.
We stand for the national anthem. Then the announcer introduces the players from both sides.
I know this is a Youth League game. These kids are just second graders. The only people in the stands are families of the kids. But it still feels like the World Series to me.
The scratchy speakers squeal. Then the announcer says, âAnd the starting home pitcher will be Ethan James.â
Weâre on our feet, screaming so loud we drown out the groans of a few parents who must have seen my brother pitch in the last game.
âDo you think I should sit in the dugout or behind the plate to sign for Ethan?â I ask the Bear.
He leans down to answer. âNeither. He knows the catcherâs signs. Thatâs all he needs, just like every pitcher.â
Iâve never thought about that. Baseball players have their own sign language. Maybe Ethan has an advantage there.
Mom, Dad, the Bear, and I are on our feet for Ethanâs first pitch. Itâs a strike. We scream. Ethan has to at least feel the sound vibrations. Two more strikes, and the batter is out. Mom whistles so loud my ears ache.
After the third out, our Ethan is a hero. His teammates pat him on the back. They actually look like theyâre all friends . . . until Ethan bats.
I know that in some leagues pitchers donât have to bat. I wish my brother could switch to those leagues. He strikes out in three pitches.
âCanât help with that,â the Bear mutters. âIÂ didnât get to be the Bear by batting.â
âThatâs okay,â I tell him. âI have a friend, my best friend, whoâs a great batter. Heâll help Ethan.â I guess Iâm kind of glad Ethan still needs Colt.
After three innings my brother has given up only two hits. No runs. Even I can see that his fastball is really fast. But his best pitches are the slow ones he surprises the batter with. Kids are striking before the ball reaches the plate. Thatâs the changeup the Bear taught him.
When the coach starts to put Ethan in again for the bottom of the fourth inning, the Bear storms out of the bleachers and onto the field. Play stops until he has a word with the coach. Then thereâs a change of pitcher and Ethan has to go sit on the bench.
âWhy did you do that?â I demand when the Bear gets back. âEthan was doing great.â
âIf you want him to keep doing great, he has to take care of his arm. Heâs thrown enough pitches for one day.â The Bear stares at me. I guess he can tell I donât like Ethan being on the bench again. âYou want to know how Bullet has so much life left in him?â
I nod, hoping heâs right about Bullet having a lot of life left.
âI rode him hard. But I always quit before I rode him out.â
I think about that for a minute. âSo youâre saying Bullet can still, like, maybe do the barrels? Or run a figure eight?â
âYouâll have to be careful until that weight comes off,â the Bear warns. âBut Bulletâs still got his stuff. How âbout I show you tomorrow morning?â
13
The Party
Saturday morning when I go out to the backyard, I sense something has changed. Then I notice whatâs different: Dream and Bullet are grazing just a couple of feet apart. You canât make two horses be friends any more than you can make two people be friends. But sooner or later, horses work it out. And it looks like thatâs whatâs happened with Dream and Bullet. Their tails switch together. And their ears flick from side to sideârelaxed, not angry.
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