replied. âThatâs part of the reason I didnât want to tell you. I didnât want you to feel like you needed to come.â She shook her head remembering how Charlotte had come back for the second surgery and stayed with her for more than a week. âIâll be fine.â
Charlotte waved at the two women outside when she saw that they were waving at her. It was Sophia and Victoria, two younger women who had been in the shelter for a number of months. They had arrived about the same time and had become great friends to each other.
âI could see if I can get someone to cover for me.â Charlotte was trying to figure out if she could take off a few days and go back to be with her friend.
âNo, no,â Margaret said sharply. âThereâs no reason for you tocome. This is a simple surgery. I wonât be in the hospital overnight. I donât want you to come. Itâs too much.â
Charlotte knew it was impossible to think about taking days off any time soon. She was understaffed as it was, and now that they were beyond the occupancy rate, she was going to have to figure out how to help some of the women transition out of the shelter and into permanent housing. None of the volunteers was capable of that.
She knew it was the worst possible time for her to think about leaving the shelter. It was getting to be the holidays, and she knew they were difficult times for the women. Some of them would want to go back home and try to make it work with their abusive husbands. Everyone needed extra support during the last months of the year. Charlotte knew she couldnât get away.
âIâm so sorry,â Charlotte said, the only thing she could think to say.
âI know, me too,â Margaret replied.
âWell, how are you doing with this?â Charlotte asked.
Margaret took a few moments before answering. She smiled at Jessie, and Jessie seemed to understand that Margaret needed privacy. Jessie got up from the table and went into the den to be with Hope.
âIâm okay,â she responded, but she knew she didnât sound very believable. âWell, I mean, Iâm trying to be okay.â
âAre you scared?â Charlotte asked.
âA little,â Margaret replied. âI dread the treatments and all the hospital stuff, all that probing and pricking.â She paused. âOf course, maybe some women would like that part.â She was trying to add some humor to the somber conversation.
âThatâs true,â Charlotte responded. âIâve got a few women staying here who would love a little probing and pricking, especially the pricking.â She smiled.
Margaret was surprised at her young friend. She could tell a lot had changed for Charlotte since taking a job out of a church. She seemed much looser.
âSeriously,â Charlotte noted, âyou okay, really?â
Margaret took in a breath. âIâm okay,â she said. âAnd Iâll be fine. Iâll make sure they call you when the surgery is over.â
âWhat day is it again?â she asked.
âItâs Wednesday, first thing,â Margaret noted.
âOkay,â Charlotte responded. âBut I want us to talk more, at least twice a week from now on.â
Margaret smiled. âOf course. I would like that very much.â
There was another pause in the conversation. Charlotte wanted to ask her friend what she thought about the prognosis, how she felt about it, whether she thought of death; but it was all too much. She didnât know how to ask such questions.
âSo, whatâs this cookbook thing that Beatrice has got going?â It was the best that she could do.
âHoliday cake cookbook,â Margaret replied, sounding relieved that the hardest part of the conversation was over. âShe thought it would be a good idea to have a contest to name the Hope Springs Christmas Cake and then do a cookbook with all of the recipes
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