topic.
âI got a weekâs detention, plus Iâve got to rewrite the paper,â Brody said.
âSorry, man, you know itâs my fault. If I would have told you I wouldnât write it for you, then none of thisââ I started, but Brody was having none of it.
âDamn Kirbyâs fault, not yours or mine. She needs to get a life. So I cheated. If she wants to catch cheaters, she should spend time there.â Brody pointed at the football field.
âI guess,â I said. I knew I wasnât to blame, but I was drowning in guilt anyway.
âSee you tonight,â Brody said, then started to walk away.
âSix forty-five, right?â I reminded Brody, knowing Iâd end up waiting for him regardless.
âNo, Mick, 151!â Brodyâs laugh was almost as loud as the crowd boarding the bus.
I waited until the Whitney World got on before I entered the bus. I kept my eyes on the floor, looking past gum wrappers and lost pencils, toward the seat behind Whitney. I slipped in easily, like I belonged. Whitney never blinked; she was busy talking with Shelby. I put my headphones on, so it looked like I was listening to music rather than listening in on them.
When I heard Whitney mention math, I treated it like Brody used to treat a fumble.
âWhenâs the next test in math?â I asked her.
âNext week, I think.â She sounded unsure of herself, or maybe she was unsure of me.
âDo you study a lot for that class?â I said, then leaned forward. I was making a big show of removing the headphones.
âI guess.â Whitneyâs tone sounded more annoyed than embarrassed. I wanted to say,
Look, I just donât know how to talk to girls, but Iâm really a nice guy
. But then I imagined her response:
From what I heard, you know very little about girls, and have little to do it with
.
âIt helps if you look at the board in class sometimes,â Shelby said, then giggled. And I knew I was busted. I didnât say anything but my blushing face acted as my confession.
âMaybe,â I mumbled, then stood up and rambled toward the back of the bus feeling like everyone was staring at me: my humiliation seemed total as Shelby whispered something to Whitney, who laughed and then turned to the girl next to her. It was a tidal wave of embarrassment washing over me. The bus lurched forward as I walked against inertia to seek out Dave Wilson. Wilson was back in the same place Iâd left him this morning, face against the glass. I kicked his seat gently.
âWhat?â Dave said, eyes still closed, obviously aware of my presence, no doubt because of the smell. I wondered if it was the stink from not showering after gym or from the shit that Shelby dumped on me. My odor was mysterious; Dave Wilsonâs was obvious stoner.
âYou got a smoke?â I asked, trying to retain some sense of cool self.
âSure, dude,â Dave said as he opened his eyes.
âI owe you.â
âIâll put it in my book,â Dave said, then laughed. A stoner laugh. Wilson reached into his long trench coat and pulled out a pack of unfiltered Camels. He handed me a single stick.
âThanks.â I put the smoke behind my ear, then moved back up near the front of the bus. I didnât even stop to look at Whitneyâshouldnât I be looking at the board?âand waited for the next stop, which happened to be at WindGate. Ibreathed a smoke-free sigh of relief that Roxanne wasnât on the bus as I exited with a few others. I watched the trailer parkers head toward their tiny homes, then watched the bus with the Whitney World pull away toward my neighborhoodâs nice houses. Standing alone by the side of the road, I waited until the bus was out of sight before I pulled out my white lighter, a gift from Brody for my birthday. I knew Brody loved the lighter, so it really was about the thought, not the thing itself. Ex-Dad gave me a bunch of
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