tournament.”
“So, gals, how did activities go?” Patsy tried to energize us in the thick evening heat that blanketed the dining hall. “Come on, y’all. No answers from my chatterboxes? Nobody willin’ to tell me ’bout their day?”
Rory broke the silence. “Oh, like you really give a damn about our dumb activities.”
“Rory!” Campers turned to stare as Patsy’s voice flew through the room. I caught Erin’s eyes and exchanged a quick smile.
“What? You think you can fool us? Asking about our day as if you really care.”
“See, you’re wrong ’bout that.” Patsy spoke softly now.
“Yeah, right. What do you think we are? Stupid? I know all you care about: a nice big hard one. Yes indeedy. Catch my drift, girls?”
“Enough!” Patsy tried to stop her, while Jessica banged a spoon on the table. The rest of us sipped bug juice and moved food around our plates.
“Well, it’s the truth,” Rory kept on. “And it’s Mr. Becker you want. I see how you look at him, how he looks at you. I know what you two are fixin’ to do.”
Patsy seemed to ignore the comment. “Amy,” she said, turning toward me, finding her gentlest voice, “would you go up for more bug juice, please?” When she handed me the pitcher, half full, I assumed Patsy didn’t want me to hear Rory’s accusations. But I already knew that my counselor wouldn’t be able to protect me from Rory. What I didn’t know was that no one would be able to guard me from my mother’s past. What secrets does Robin know? I asked myself again as I carried the pitcher toward the front of the dining hall.
Nancy looked up as I walked by the owner’s table. Her smile knifed through my anger and confusion. “You okay?” she mouthed. I nodded and turned away.
Clarence greeted me at the counter. “Hey, little lady. I was hoping I’d see you.” His teeth were so white they looked fake. “My boys feel real bad about what happened at the lake.” Clarence reached for the pitcher, my fingers still glued to its cool metal handle.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and took a long breath. “But Andy and Jed didn’t do anything. They’re nice boys.”
“Well, they feel real bad, all the same.” Clarence leaned forward on fingers like chocolate twigs. “Rory’s bad news,” he whispered. “As my mama used to say, ‘You don’t have to be a chicken to recognize a rotten egg.’ It’s just too bad she’s in your cabin. But you know what, little lady? This place ain’t no different from the rest of the world. You pays your money and you takes your chances. Just do the best with the cards in your hand. Ain’t nothing else you can do now, is there?”
The heat wave ended, bringing a shot of crisp air and a flurry of letters. Bunks 7 and 8 sorted mail and delivered it, in brown accordion envelopes with elastic cords, to all the cabins. Older campers, eager for news, hung out on porch steps during rest hour.
Not Rory, though. She sat with feet pulled up on her bed, swishing her hand back and forth over newly painted toenails. Even Jessica, engrossed in reading a letter, ignored Rory’s offer of Passion Pink polish.
“What’s wrong with you retards?” Rory asked. “You’ve wasted this whole rest hour waiting for mail, as if what your parents write means a goddamn thing. Jesus, who cares about them, anyway?”
No answer. The only sound in the cabin was the ripping open of envelopes, the thumbing of stationery.
“Come on, girls.” Rory wouldn’t stop. “Time to have some fun before the bell rings. How ’bout a little smoking session behind the nature hut? I’ve got the cigs.”
I glanced up from my father’s letter as Rory flashed a pack of Salems. “Come on, Jess. Let’s go.”
Silence.
“Come on!” Rory tried again. “We’re outta here.”
I peeked at Rory as she slid into her flip-flops. For an instant, I almost felt sorry for her, the only one in the cabin with no word from home. But then I reminded myself who
“So, gals, how did activities go?” Patsy tried to energize us in the thick evening heat that blanketed the dining hall. “Come on, y’all. No answers from my chatterboxes? Nobody willin’ to tell me ’bout their day?”
Rory broke the silence. “Oh, like you really give a damn about our dumb activities.”
“Rory!” Campers turned to stare as Patsy’s voice flew through the room. I caught Erin’s eyes and exchanged a quick smile.
“What? You think you can fool us? Asking about our day as if you really care.”
“See, you’re wrong ’bout that.” Patsy spoke softly now.
“Yeah, right. What do you think we are? Stupid? I know all you care about: a nice big hard one. Yes indeedy. Catch my drift, girls?”
“Enough!” Patsy tried to stop her, while Jessica banged a spoon on the table. The rest of us sipped bug juice and moved food around our plates.
“Well, it’s the truth,” Rory kept on. “And it’s Mr. Becker you want. I see how you look at him, how he looks at you. I know what you two are fixin’ to do.”
Patsy seemed to ignore the comment. “Amy,” she said, turning toward me, finding her gentlest voice, “would you go up for more bug juice, please?” When she handed me the pitcher, half full, I assumed Patsy didn’t want me to hear Rory’s accusations. But I already knew that my counselor wouldn’t be able to protect me from Rory. What I didn’t know was that no one would be able to guard me from my mother’s past. What secrets does Robin know? I asked myself again as I carried the pitcher toward the front of the dining hall.
Nancy looked up as I walked by the owner’s table. Her smile knifed through my anger and confusion. “You okay?” she mouthed. I nodded and turned away.
Clarence greeted me at the counter. “Hey, little lady. I was hoping I’d see you.” His teeth were so white they looked fake. “My boys feel real bad about what happened at the lake.” Clarence reached for the pitcher, my fingers still glued to its cool metal handle.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and took a long breath. “But Andy and Jed didn’t do anything. They’re nice boys.”
“Well, they feel real bad, all the same.” Clarence leaned forward on fingers like chocolate twigs. “Rory’s bad news,” he whispered. “As my mama used to say, ‘You don’t have to be a chicken to recognize a rotten egg.’ It’s just too bad she’s in your cabin. But you know what, little lady? This place ain’t no different from the rest of the world. You pays your money and you takes your chances. Just do the best with the cards in your hand. Ain’t nothing else you can do now, is there?”
The heat wave ended, bringing a shot of crisp air and a flurry of letters. Bunks 7 and 8 sorted mail and delivered it, in brown accordion envelopes with elastic cords, to all the cabins. Older campers, eager for news, hung out on porch steps during rest hour.
Not Rory, though. She sat with feet pulled up on her bed, swishing her hand back and forth over newly painted toenails. Even Jessica, engrossed in reading a letter, ignored Rory’s offer of Passion Pink polish.
“What’s wrong with you retards?” Rory asked. “You’ve wasted this whole rest hour waiting for mail, as if what your parents write means a goddamn thing. Jesus, who cares about them, anyway?”
No answer. The only sound in the cabin was the ripping open of envelopes, the thumbing of stationery.
“Come on, girls.” Rory wouldn’t stop. “Time to have some fun before the bell rings. How ’bout a little smoking session behind the nature hut? I’ve got the cigs.”
I glanced up from my father’s letter as Rory flashed a pack of Salems. “Come on, Jess. Let’s go.”
Silence.
“Come on!” Rory tried again. “We’re outta here.”
I peeked at Rory as she slid into her flip-flops. For an instant, I almost felt sorry for her, the only one in the cabin with no word from home. But then I reminded myself who
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