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Authors: Jordan Silver
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boys went about school and work.
And I can’t believe that I’m actually standing here contemplating this shit. Just a few short days ago I was ready to write off women.
Someone that I had grown to trust had betrayed me in the worst way and when she didn’t get what she wanted, she’d gone to great lengths to destroy me.
A man in my position couldn’t afford to have certain blemishes on his record and the one she tried to leave me with was a doozy.
It was the last straw in a long line of bullshit that I’d had to put up with lately and I was at the end of my rope.
So it’s amazing that I find myself in the position of asking someone else to trust me with their future, their happiness.
But it felt right; I won’t falter now, I’m gonna go with my gut all the way and see where it takes me.
“We’ll take it.” I’ll leave the decorating and shit to her, but there was no reason I couldn’t get started on some things.
By the time we were through with paperwork and all that we could get done on a Sunday, it was time for me to grab dinner. I called it in and picked it up on the way back to her.
Now how was I going to let her know what I’d done? I’m pretty sure she was going to be pissed if I just came right out and told her that I’d bought us a house, so I have to be slick.
I called her on the way back to her place to let her know I was almost there. I felt more excitement than I had in a long time, which only made me doubly sure that I was on the right track, not much gets a rise out of me these days.
The thoughts that had been plaguing me this last week threatened to intrude again, but I knocked them back, they had no place here.
I pulled up to her place and ran up the stairs, dying to see them again like I hadn’t just left them a few short hours ago.
“Do you ever do anything small?” This was her question when she saw the bags of food I’d brought.
Since it wasn’t dinnertime quite yet I decided to hang with the boys, who were still a little tired from the beach even after their naps.
It hurt my heart a little the way they fought for my attention, the way they sucked it up, because I knew what it meant. They were starved for male companionship. Her father was probably the only one they were ever around.
It hurt because for some fucked up reason I imagined what their lives would be like without me, if someone else came along, someone less trustworthy who was only out to use, to hurt.
The thought made my guts hurt, but it made me even more determined.
We played with building blocks and whatever else they could think of while one or the other took turns sitting on my lap and regaling me with tale after tale.
“Okay you three, time for dinner.”
“Alright boys let’s go wash up.” I herded them into the bathroom that was barely big enough to hold me. I sneered and gritted my teeth, but held my tongue.
I can’t forget how she’d stood up to me yesterday with her cute self, and had no doubt she’d tear me a new one if I criticized her home.
My disdain wasn’t for her, I am proud of her for all that she’s achieved so far on her own. I just wanted to give her, them, so much more and soon.
Almost as soon as we sat down to eat, the doorbell rang and she got up to answer it. Some guy came in, hugged her and kissed the top of her head, and to make matters worse, the boys were fighting to get down from their chairs to go to him.
As you can imagine I was more than a little pissed the fuck off, and to add insult to injury, the fucker saw my reaction and fucking smirked at me.
I have to admit it was not my finest moment. I was at the point of calling her out, seriously, me. Mr. calm, cool and collected, was ready to strangle her ass in front of the stranger and the boys.
I didn’t even look at her, just kept my eyes on him as I left my seat and walked to where she was standing in front of him.
I didn’t miss the fucker’s grin when I put my arm around her and pulled her back into
And I can’t believe that I’m actually standing here contemplating this shit. Just a few short days ago I was ready to write off women.
Someone that I had grown to trust had betrayed me in the worst way and when she didn’t get what she wanted, she’d gone to great lengths to destroy me.
A man in my position couldn’t afford to have certain blemishes on his record and the one she tried to leave me with was a doozy.
It was the last straw in a long line of bullshit that I’d had to put up with lately and I was at the end of my rope.
So it’s amazing that I find myself in the position of asking someone else to trust me with their future, their happiness.
But it felt right; I won’t falter now, I’m gonna go with my gut all the way and see where it takes me.
“We’ll take it.” I’ll leave the decorating and shit to her, but there was no reason I couldn’t get started on some things.
By the time we were through with paperwork and all that we could get done on a Sunday, it was time for me to grab dinner. I called it in and picked it up on the way back to her.
Now how was I going to let her know what I’d done? I’m pretty sure she was going to be pissed if I just came right out and told her that I’d bought us a house, so I have to be slick.
I called her on the way back to her place to let her know I was almost there. I felt more excitement than I had in a long time, which only made me doubly sure that I was on the right track, not much gets a rise out of me these days.
The thoughts that had been plaguing me this last week threatened to intrude again, but I knocked them back, they had no place here.
I pulled up to her place and ran up the stairs, dying to see them again like I hadn’t just left them a few short hours ago.
“Do you ever do anything small?” This was her question when she saw the bags of food I’d brought.
Since it wasn’t dinnertime quite yet I decided to hang with the boys, who were still a little tired from the beach even after their naps.
It hurt my heart a little the way they fought for my attention, the way they sucked it up, because I knew what it meant. They were starved for male companionship. Her father was probably the only one they were ever around.
It hurt because for some fucked up reason I imagined what their lives would be like without me, if someone else came along, someone less trustworthy who was only out to use, to hurt.
The thought made my guts hurt, but it made me even more determined.
We played with building blocks and whatever else they could think of while one or the other took turns sitting on my lap and regaling me with tale after tale.
“Okay you three, time for dinner.”
“Alright boys let’s go wash up.” I herded them into the bathroom that was barely big enough to hold me. I sneered and gritted my teeth, but held my tongue.
I can’t forget how she’d stood up to me yesterday with her cute self, and had no doubt she’d tear me a new one if I criticized her home.
My disdain wasn’t for her, I am proud of her for all that she’s achieved so far on her own. I just wanted to give her, them, so much more and soon.
Almost as soon as we sat down to eat, the doorbell rang and she got up to answer it. Some guy came in, hugged her and kissed the top of her head, and to make matters worse, the boys were fighting to get down from their chairs to go to him.
As you can imagine I was more than a little pissed the fuck off, and to add insult to injury, the fucker saw my reaction and fucking smirked at me.
I have to admit it was not my finest moment. I was at the point of calling her out, seriously, me. Mr. calm, cool and collected, was ready to strangle her ass in front of the stranger and the boys.
I didn’t even look at her, just kept my eyes on him as I left my seat and walked to where she was standing in front of him.
I didn’t miss the fucker’s grin when I put my arm around her and pulled her back into
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