told you that, didnât I? About his eyes. Back when you and I were together?â
She nodded. Back then, he never talked about his family much. Just that his dad had left them when Buck was very youngâand about Blakeâs pale, strange eyes. âTell me more about the time your dad brought you here, to the Nugget. You were five, you said?â
âYeah. I was the only one of the kids who got to go. Brett and Brand wereâ¦two and three, I guess. Ma left them with my grandmother. It was December. I remember there were tinsel garlands looped on the light fixtures.â They both glanced up at the wagon-wheel chandelier over their heads. âAnd a tree, over there by the door to the streetâa fresh tree, strung with those old-style big lights and shiny glass ornaments. I remember passing it as we came in, breathing in the piney smell of it, getting off on the way the lights glowed in the branches. It meant Christmas was coming and that gave my five-year-old heart a thrill.â
âYou had good Christmases, growing up?â
He nodded. âMa made a big deal of it. She baked like a champion, played Christmas carols all day and half the night from the morning after Thanksgiving on. She decorated a huge silver-tip fir in the front room. She seriously decked the hallsâand every flat surface in sight. The hotelâin those days she called it a hotelâwas a damn Christmas wonderland and that is no lie. My brothers and I loved it.â
âIt sounds fabulous.â
âIt was.â Those dark eyes of his were shining.
Nadine trotted up, bearing a pair of totally retro salads: iceberg lettuce and wedges of tomato drizzled all over with ranch dressing. âHere we go.â She plunked them on the table and bustled away again.
B.J. looked down at her plateâand her stomach actually growled. Amazing. For the first time in a week, out of nowhere, she was starving.
âBack to dinner out with psycho-Dad,â she prompted as she unrolled her napkin, spread it on her lap, grabbed for her fork and dug in.
It tasted so good. She had to make a conscious effort not to groan in delight at the crisp texture of the lettuce, the creamy, perfect consistency of the dressing. She gobbled down several crunchy, delicious bites before it came to her that Buck wasnât talking.
She looked up from devouring her salad to find him watching herâagain.
âHungry?â he asked, annoyingly amused.
She took time to swallow, lick a spot of dressing off her upper lip and wipe her mouth with her napkin, before replying. âYeah. So?â
âLast night at the Castle, you didnât eat much of anything.â
She wisely refrained from comment on that one and instructed instead, âYour father. With lots of detail, please. If I have to write this thing, you have to give me something to work with.â
âYou can be very bossy, you know that?â
âAnd you can be a manipulative SOBâor did I mention that already?â She dropped her napkin in her lap and forked up another huge bite of salad.
âYeah. You mentioned it.â He stared at her mouth as he lounged back in his seat, keeping one strong arm resting on the tableâto the right of his empty drink and his untouched salad. âYouâre still steamed because I dragged you into this.â
She paused before stuffing that big bite into the mouth he kept staring at. âHow did you guess? The story, please.â
He picked up his drink, rattled the ice cubes as Nadine rushed byâand finally continued. âWe took a booth that night. The one right behind you, I think it was. I remember that Ma and my dad sat together. I sat across from them. I tried to be very, very good. And whenever my father would look at me with those scary eyes of his, Iâd get this tightness in my stomach, this feeling that I wouldnât mind so much when he went away again. Little did I know that when he
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