arenât meant for marriage, that a bad marriage is never a good thing, for the child, or her parentsâ¦.
She kept those arguments to herself. This was much too dangerous a subject to get into right now.
Chewing on another roll, she watched him as he ate his salad, thinking, I am now going to turn on the tape recorder and get on with the interview.
But then againâ¦
Okay. She had to ask. âYou, too, Buck? Youâd marry some woman you didnât care about, didnâtâ¦love, just because she was having your baby?â
He speared a tomato wedge. âBowie does love Glory. He said so.â
âWell, yeah. To convince her to do things his way.â
âUh-uh. I donât think so. I think he really does love her.â
âAnd you determined this, how?â
He considered a moment. âCall it an informed opinion. Heâs my baby brother. I grew up with him. Itâs my informed opinion that he meant what he said. He loves Glory.â
There was a moment. They looked at each other and B.J. feltâ¦sparks. Heat. That burning energy, way too sexual, zipping back and forth between them.
Why this guy? she thought, as sheâd thought a thousand times before. Why, always, in the end: Buck?
Nadine appeared with their steaks. She served them and took their salad plates away.
Buck started in on his T-bone. B.J. sipped her waterand told herself not to go thereâafter which, she promptly went there. âAnd anyway, I wasnât asking about Bowie. I was asking about you. If you got a woman pregnant, would you think you had to marry her, whether you really wanted to or not?â
âWhy do you ask?â
âJust curious,â she baldly lied.
Those eyes of his seemed to bore holes right through her. And then he lifted one hard shoulder, sketching a shrug. âHonestly, I canât say for certain. It hasnât happened.â Then he frowned. âWait a minute. Are you trying to tell me something?â
âNo. No, Iâm not.â Well, it was the truth. Barely. She wasnât trying to tell him. Not now. Not yetâ¦
âIâll say this much.â
She gulped. âYeah?â
âAny kid of mine is going to know his dad and know him well.â His steak knife glinted as he sliced his T-bone.
B.J. realized sheâd been holding her breath and let it out. Slowly. âBuck?â
He set the knife aside. âYeah?â
âWhy are we doing this?â
He arched a dark brow. âBecause itâs dinnertime? Because we have to eatâby the way, your filetâs getting cold.â
Stop, a voice inside her head commanded. Drop it. Now. But her mouth kept right on talking. âNo. I donât mean dinner. I mean this whole thing. You and me, here in your hometown. Why did you find it necessary to drag me across the country with you? We both know thereâs no reason you canât write this damn piece yourself.â
âNo denying it now,â he said wryly. âYou are talking to me.â
âAgainst my better judgment,â she shot back, thencut the sarcasm enough to ask, âAnd will you please answer my question?â
He looked at her in a measuring sort of way. The seconds ticked by. At last, he said, âEat your steak so we can get out of here.â
âAnd then?â
âYouâll get your answer.â
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Buck said nothing after they left the restaurant. In the chilly Sierra darkness, they strolled down the street, around the corner and across the bridge. The stars overhead, no city lights to mute them, shone thick and bright against the black-as-velvet night sky.
At the Sierra Star, the curtains at the front window were still open. Inside, as they mounted the steps, B.J. could see Chastity, sitting alone by the fire, reading a paperback book, an orange tabby cat curled in her lap.
Buck opened the door and ushered B.J. inâstill without saying a word. Evidently, heâd
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