Vanessa about her recent man problems. She says she was up all last night.â
Tracy looked at me and took a sip of her wine.
âShe may have been up all last night, but she wasnât thinking about any guys. She was thinking about something else,â she commented.
I was itching for Tracy to say what it was in front of Susan and the Hollywood powers-that-be who were inside that room. But I had to wait it out. It would have sounded like a setup if I broke down and said it myself.
âSo, what were you thinking about?â Susan asked me.
I looked at Tracy, and she gave me a look of concern. I knew she wouldnât want me badgering Susan about a Flyy Girl movie as much as I bothered her about it, especially at a mourning for her uncle.
So I backed down from it. I said, âI was just thinking about what I need to do to carve out my own particular niche in life while living under the roof of a famous cousin, thatâs all.â
Susan stared at me. She said, âHmm, now that is a dilemma. However, sometimes itâs better to get behind a wheel thatâs already rolling instead of trying to push a brand-new one. And then once you understand the laws of momentum, youâll be able to roll your own wheel with much less muscle. You know what I mean?â
She was telling me to stay behind Team Tracy and not think about Team Vanessa yet.
I said, âWell, what if the wheel doesnât want to move in the direction that you would like to help and move it in?â
Tracy looked away as if she wasnât in it.
Susan looked at my cousin briefly and then back to me.
âI canât imagine Tracy not wanting to try new things. Sheâs always been the adventurous one. So, what direction are you trying to push her in? You have me curious now.â
Tracy finally spoke up about it. âShe wants me to get involved with a complicated film project that weâve already talked about, and I told her that weâll all have to wait it out for the best time to do it.â
Susan looked at me and asked, âIs it something youâve written? I wouldnât mind taking a look at it. My uncle Eddie taught us all to always make new opportunities available.â
Susan was really reaching out to me. I appreciated that.
I answered, âNo, itâs something that Tracyâs written that all the urban girls I know are already waiting on.â
âYou canât speak for everyone else,â Tracy told me. âA lot of people get overzealous about the ideas, but then they become lukewarm to the reality. Iâve seen that happen many times in the film world now.
âPeople said they loved Road Kill and Jump-start as ideas, just like I did,â she told me. âBut they didnât show up to give us love once the movies hit the theaters. So donât believe everything you read about or hear from these so-called fans.â
âSo what project is she talking about that youâve written already?â Susan asked. She was still in the dark.
Tracy finally coughed it up. â Flyy Girl.â
Susanâs mouth dropped open before she let out a big, âOh.â She said, âYeah, the problem with that is the lack of known stars in that age category.â
I said, âI see movies with white teenagers every month, who donât have big names either.â
Susan said, âYeah, but many of those guys are coming from the ranks of television. And they may not be known stars to you, but they do have a television audience to build on.â
âSo do our rappers and singers,â I countered. âThey have a built-in audience, too.â
âYeah, but they donât have acting credentials,â Tracy butted in.
âNor did you, but you came out and blew Led Astray out of the water,â I snapped at her. I was getting fed up with all the talk about the actors and actresses making the movie. What about the story making unknown actors and
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