must have hit the floor. My chest feels wet, and I realize Iâm lying on the puddle of blood. A different kind of pain emanates from my ankle, where Joe is pressing down with the sole of his shoe.
âDid I say you could fall down?â
âNo ⦠sir.â
âGet up.â
Still dizzy, my face wet with blood and my shirt sticking to my skin, I slowly rise to my feet. The only good news is that my nose finally seems to have stopped bleeding.
âPick it up, stupid.â
I look down at the smeared streaks and globs of reddish-brown blood coagulating on the floor. The wrapper isnât there. Joe looks down and searches for it. Then he looks up and wrinkles his nose in disgust as he stares at my chest. The gum wrapper is stuck to my shirt with blood-red glue.
I pick the wrapper off and hold it out to him. Joe jerks back as if I just offered him a fresh turd orsomething. He looks like heâs ready to barf.
Something tells me to step toward him.
He steps back. Strange how this is what Lake Harmony is all about: power and domination and fear. They take away our power and it makes us fear them. Why am I not allowed to speak or move without permission? It is a way of stripping away my power of self-expression. When they have all the strength and we have none, we fear them and do whatever they want. TI, the beatings, the humiliationâtheyâre all about leaving us naked and weak and forcing us into subservience.
But oddly, my blood is power. Covered by it, Iâm like some horror-movie ghoul. I take another step and feel the balance between Joe and me shift like a seesaw rising and falling.
âStop!â he orders, his voice a notch higher than before. Itâs almost as if weâre not at Lake Harmony anymore and Iâm not a Level One with fewer human rights than a refugee from some third-world civil war. For a moment Lake Harmonyâs ridiculously tyrannical system of rules and points doesnât apply. Not that I could lose any points anyway, since I have none. I take another step.
âYouâll be so sorry,â Joe hisses. âYou have no frickinâ idea whatâs gonna happen to you.â
I stop. âBut whatâs the point, sir? If you beat me until Iâm a zombie like Jon and Ron, what does that prove?â
Sensing I wonât come closer, Joe breathes a little more easily. âParents send their kids here becausetheyâve lost control. Their kids are self-destructing, and they have no place else to turn. A lot of these kids would be in jail, or strung out, or dead if they werenât here. We save lives, Garrett.â
âSo Paulyâs gonna stay here until he makes the football team, sir?â
âThatâs up to Paulyâs parents, not me,â Joe replies. âMy job is to make sure Paulyâs parents get a kid whoâll try out for the football team if thatâs what they want him to do.â
Weâve reached a stalemate. Covered with blood like this I could probably back him all the way down the hall. At the same time I realize that that is most likely what he expects. Doing it will just reinforce what he already believes about us âcompletely out of controlâ kids with all our âanger issuesâ and âcrap attitudes.â
So instead I point down at the gummy red mess on the hallway floor. Damned if it doesnât look like a murder scene. You can imagine one of those chalk police outlines where the body lay. âShouldnât I clean it up, sir?â
Joe cocks an eyebrow suspiciously, as if this must be a trick. He walks a dozen feet, pulls a key ring off his belt, and unlocks some kind of janitorâs closet. Inside are mops and brooms, a bucket on wheels, and a sink. He holds the door open for me. âGet to work.â
I nod subserviently and reach for the mop and bucket. âYes, sir.â
And suddenly weâre back at Lake Harmony.
TEN
âYou will not criticize
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