birds. It felt good. I didnât want anything to spoil it.
âA lot of things have gone right lately, donât you think?â he asked.
I nodded.
Dad put his arm around me. âExcept that shiner.â
I tasted bubblegum pancakes that wanted to come up. I wanted to come clean, to tell him about Beauty, how Iâd really gotten the bruises.
But I couldnât risk it. Our relationship was like a delicate spiderweb. If I tugged out a thread, IÂ was afraid the whole web would be destroyed and weâd have to start over from scratch.
Mrs. Barker drove up in the Barker bus, a yellow van that looked more like a school bus. Johnny and Luke, Barkerâs four-year-old and six-year-old brothers, stuck their heads out of windows and yelled for Lizzy to sit by them. Great-granny Barker sat by the open front window, her white hair blown wild around her wrinkled face. If I had a great-granny, Iâd want her to be like Granny Barker.
Mr. Barker climbed out of the backseat, where heâd been wedged between Mark, who was seven, and the youngest boy, William, who was two. He met my dad on the lawn. âGood to see you, Jack. Coming with us?â
Mr. Barkerâs not as tall as my dad, but his neck is about twice as big around. He used to play football at Ashland University, where he now teaches poetry. Mrs. Barker teaches there, too. I was glad they didnât make Dad feel bad for not going to church before now.
âYou look pretty full in there. Iâll just take the truck.â Dad made a move toward the cattle truck.
âGet in, Jack!â Mrs. Barker shouted. âWeâll make room.â She did a double take of me. âWinnie, girl! What happened to your eye?â
âIsnât it awful?â Lizzy exclaimed. âShe fell!â
The boys hung out of windows and groaned. âYuk!â âGross!â
Lizzy squeezed in back with the boys. Dad and I took the middle seat with Matthew, the second oldest son at nine. He was the only Barker whose face didnât fall into a natural smile. His dog was a bulldog, and it suited him.
âHey, Matthew!â I buckled in next to him. âHowâs Bull?â
Matthew frowned. âMean and dangerous.â
âIs not!â Luke screamed. Heâs six but small for his age, like his puppy, Chico.
âIs so!â Matthew yelled back.
I was kind of glad to see them argue. The Barkers are the happiest family Iâve ever been around. It was nice to know they werenât perfect.
Minutes later, Mrs. Barker pulled into the church lot and backed into a narrow parking place.
âNice, isnât it, Dad?â The church was a lot smaller than ours in Wyoming, but I loved the way the maples hugged the white steeple. IÂ hoped Dad would love it, too.
We walked to the front of the church and filed into the Barker pew, me last.
Pat Haven hollered at us from across the aisle.
Dad waved, but I slouched, hiding my eye with the hymnal.
Organ music started, and Catman strolled down the aisle as if heâd waited for it. He wore white sandals, light blue bell-bottoms, and a high-necked, wide-sleeved shirt that could have come from a Hollywood wardrobe room. He scooted in next to me.
Dad leaned across me. âNice Nehru shirt, Catman! I used to have one just like it!â
Catman gave Dad the peace sign.
We stood and sang the first hymn. Then Ralph Evans, the substitute pastor, strolled to the front of the church and motioned us to sit. In khakis and tennis shoes, Ralph didnât look much like a pastor. His real job was running the animal shelter. The old pastor had moved on to a bigger church in Akron. Barker said Ralph had agreed to fill in until the church could make up its mind on a new pastor.
I started to explain Ralph to Dad, but I was too late.
âMorninâ!â Ralph shouted. âAnybody here for the first time?â
Note to self: If Iâm ever a substitute pastor, donât
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