worked his way up to women like Teresa. He would have loved it. Got off on it even. Ultimately he knew he had all the power. He knew that, deep down, she must have been scared shitless, despite the business front.â I finger two photos ofTeresaâone from the crime scene and one from when she was alive. Itâs hard to recognize her features in death.
âSo he played with her. Maybe even made her think he was coming around. That he was going to release her,â Sam says.
âYep. He would have beaten her down. He wanted her to go from believing she still had some sort of control over the situation to admitting defeat.â
âAt his mercy.â
âThen as soon as she broke, he killed her. Heâd won and the challenge was gone.â
In Teresaâs case heâd inflicted multiple cuts, like Jean, but the cause of death had been one massive knife wound across her throat.
I look at the photos, then at Sam. âHow long did he have her?â
âThe body wasnât found for a while, but the coronerâs time of death puts us at eight to twenty days after abduction.â
âThe lower end sounds more likely, given the pattern with Jean.â
âI agree,â Sam says.
âThat whole time was a war between their minds. After eight days or so, she finally begged him for pity. For mercy.â
âAnd he gave it to her, in a form. The son of a bitch killed her.â
We both pause for a moment.
Sam sits down on the sofa. âIt looks like he raped her several times. Again, the coroner says itâs hard to say because of the length of time and the lack of bruising and other signs of sexual violence.â
âHow do you think she would have responded to the rape?â
âMaybe used it in her negotiations. Made him think sex was something she could offer him. A bargaining tool.â
âShe was tough, all right. She lasted through eight days of torture. I think we can assume that after the first struggle, she may have stopped struggling. She would have been planning her escape. Looking for a way out. Maybe even trying to convince him to undo her hands and legs under the pretense of being able to sexually satisfy him.â
âBut her tied up at his mercy was what aroused him.â
âYeah. Still, I reckon she tried damn hard to get out,â I say.
âConcentrating on getting out alive. Negotiating or escaping.â
âShe would have distanced herself emotionally from what was going on, so she probably didnât struggle too much with the rapes. This would have fed his fantasy of her as the girlfriend.â
Iâm drawn back to Jean by a photo of her. I pick it up and look into her eyes. They are open in death, and the killer has chosen not to close them. Itâs the same with Teresa. Jean stares back at me and I can imagine her tied down, wondering if she is going to live or die and praying for release. Just as she looked at the killer and begged for mercy, now she looks at me and begs for justice.
I answer her call. âLetâs go back to Jean.â
I will have to think about the case properly later, when Sam isnât here. Usually about now, once I have all the facts, I close my eyes and imagine the killer. I see the killer.I become the killer, stepping into his world. Somehow my subconscious takes over, and I find myself so fully immersed in the process that I donât usually come to for hours. I donât know whether itâs like that for the others or not. I probably shouldnât get so involved in the cases.
Sam stands over the dining table. âJean was ambitious. In fact, this baby wanted to work in front of the cameras. She was working her way up, trying to get noticed within WX40. She wanted to be an anchor someday and had a pretty good reel together.â Sam picks up her notepad. âEveryone who knew her described her asâ¦â She reads from her notes, ââOutgoing,â
Ezra Bayda
Eva Wiseman
An Arranged Mariage
Ann Bryant
Mark Edward Hall
Robin Stark
Frances Watts
Jon Agar
E. N. Joy
David Eddings