their home for the day. Itâll be cooler down there than in here, and you can wear your heat suit, besides, while we get some sleep.â
I cleared my throat, then gestured to the upset booths. âDid I do all this?â
âIt was destroyed before we got here.â
âGabriel, Iâm . . .â Just say it. âIâm so sorry.â
He still acted nonchalant. âDonât worryâyou left enough of the cat for me. You ripped out its side and worked on that while I had a feast at its neck.â
Hearing him talking about our wild feeding so matter-of-factly shouldâve shaken me up, but to tell the truth, it bothered me more that Gabriel had obviously refused to dress me, even after Iâd turned back into my human form.
He couldnât stand being close to me.
Was it because my nakedness would make him lose more control? No, probably not. He just couldnât stand to be round me .
I slid into my shirt, and he suddenly became real interested in the spot of pink paint-stripped wall on his left.
âIâm not apologizing about the food,â I said. âIâm sorry for talking to you like I did. It was wrong. I overstepped.â
âYou were right, though. There was some clearing that needed to happen between us if weâre to travel together.â
Iâd already put on my pants and was working on my boots. Heâd brought in my weapons and backpack, taking good care of me, as usual.
âItâs all cleared, as far as Iâm concerned,â I said. âThereâll be no more of it from me. You can be sure of it.â
He rested his forearms on his bent knees, slouched, but not in a defeated way. He was shielding his reactions, acting as if my every move didnât matter to him.
I knew it just as well as I knew most things about him after weâd made the imprint through sex. Reading a vampire wouldâve been a hell of a lot tougher without our link.
âIâm done now,â I said.
He finally looked at me, the blood on his chin bright against his pale skin. The sight of the red sent the same fear and hate through me as it always didâmemories of those bad guys and what theyâd done to my family.
I stood, grabbing my heat suit from the floor. It was time to get into that feracatâs cove before sunrise hit.
âAfter we rest,â I said, âwe should leave shortly after dusk in our preter forms,â I said. âWith enough speed, we might hit some population in Saltsââwhat they called old Utahââpretty soon. Maybe weâll come across a batch of people who can point us in the proper direction if we ask the right questions.â
âSounds good.â
âIâll follow your lead, Gabriel. You were out here traveling more recently than me.â
He got to his feet, too, graceful as all vampires probably were. âWhat I need more from you is trustworthiness.â
I wished I could promise him that. âAnd I want the same thing from me. But wanting isnât necessarily enough.â I tried to lighten both of us up. âI guess thatâs why a cure would be dandy, huh?â
For the first time in . . . well, it seemed like ever, Gabriel smiled. It wasnât muchâjust a tip of one side of his mouth, reallyâbut it sent a fizzing high through me.
It was a smile that made me want to live up to its cautious optimism, and at that moment, I told myself that I could do that.
I really could.
6
Gabriel
G abriel had a passing acquaintance with necropolises because heâd passed a few on his way to the Badlands in his search for Abby. The stench was one of a kindâa musty decay that carried over through years of hopelessness. And, here, in a nameless outpost theyâd reached that was obviously about a hundred miles distant from a town of the dead, Gabriel detected the odor, even over the wood smoke that rode the main street.
But the smell wasnât
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