times the size of what you would get in a bar, and I was gone. So much so, that I think I am turning into an alcoholic, and I am more sex deprived then I was when we started dating.
At least, when we were dating I was just dreaming and fantasying about it, knowing it was a long shot off. Now, I am sitting there preparing for it, going to the sex shop, getting games, chocolates’, and so much more. I may as well play them by myself. At least I will remember what happens the next day, and it will be money well spent.
One night, I did try playing them with him. Megan found a nurse outfit on one of her big teddy bears, and chocolate all over her dolls, the next afternoon. I do not even remember the whole event, and all I could think was – that was 100 dollars down the tube!
You guessed it was smashed again. The problem is everyone loves him, I am starting to fall for him, but then the other night, I was wondering was I falling for him or was I falling for whiskey, because now I have stopped drinking wine. I am starting to just go straight for the hard stuff. It goes down quicker and does not give me a headache the next day.
Then, I think if I was addicted then I would want to be having it during the day. But, I only want to have it when he is around. More to the point, he is the one that always instigates it. For example, when we went on the hot air balloon ride, I was nervous. There he was with gin in a flask. Before, I knew it I was up in the air redecorating the whole of the city, vomiting. Then, when we landed, actually I do not remember landing. I just remember coming home to discover, that Hannah’s teddies were covered in chocolate. Trying the sex games again! Think that was the last time after that night, I went to that shop, I gave up.
Especially when the shop keeper, made a comment, about I am really getting some. They had never seen me before now, they are seeing me all the time, and I have more make-up and wearing some sexy clothes, and boy have I lost weight! They said her man must be good, damn good. He knows how to treat a woman and make her come back for more.
I looked round the shop, I needed to meet this woman and find out her secret. I obviously did not have a clue. I needed to find a way, to make him notice me, so that we could get it on and in. Until I realised, I was the only one in the shop and they were talking about me. I put back all my items and left laughing all the way down the street, and cackling when I reached the front door!
I was not sure what I was laughing more about, the fact that they thought I was getting it on, or the fact I was not getting it on, but everyone else saw it that way, I had to ask others, because if simply shop assistants thought that who had only seen me a few times what were others saying.
Christine, do you think I and prom King are getting down and nasty all the time?
She replies, course, we all do. You dress differently, you lost more weight, you do your hair even more regularly then before you started going out even more regularly.
I cannot say anything; I just put the phone down laughing.
I am on my bed screaming.
How naïve have I been? I appear this way to the outside world, but in the real world it was a totally different story, far from it.
I am going to cancel our date. One weekend of not drinking will do my body the world of good. I need to detox for at least one week. Maybe I need to permanently detox. He seems to think he is still in High School and I am on a totally different level. These last few weeks, I have explored things and done things I have never done before. The problem is I never remember them the next day, or exactly what it is I have done.
Therefore, is that classed as a relationship worth having or on a slippery dangerous slope? I am in a better position in life, to understand the difference between the two, and maybe because I
At least, when we were dating I was just dreaming and fantasying about it, knowing it was a long shot off. Now, I am sitting there preparing for it, going to the sex shop, getting games, chocolates’, and so much more. I may as well play them by myself. At least I will remember what happens the next day, and it will be money well spent.
One night, I did try playing them with him. Megan found a nurse outfit on one of her big teddy bears, and chocolate all over her dolls, the next afternoon. I do not even remember the whole event, and all I could think was – that was 100 dollars down the tube!
You guessed it was smashed again. The problem is everyone loves him, I am starting to fall for him, but then the other night, I was wondering was I falling for him or was I falling for whiskey, because now I have stopped drinking wine. I am starting to just go straight for the hard stuff. It goes down quicker and does not give me a headache the next day.
Then, I think if I was addicted then I would want to be having it during the day. But, I only want to have it when he is around. More to the point, he is the one that always instigates it. For example, when we went on the hot air balloon ride, I was nervous. There he was with gin in a flask. Before, I knew it I was up in the air redecorating the whole of the city, vomiting. Then, when we landed, actually I do not remember landing. I just remember coming home to discover, that Hannah’s teddies were covered in chocolate. Trying the sex games again! Think that was the last time after that night, I went to that shop, I gave up.
Especially when the shop keeper, made a comment, about I am really getting some. They had never seen me before now, they are seeing me all the time, and I have more make-up and wearing some sexy clothes, and boy have I lost weight! They said her man must be good, damn good. He knows how to treat a woman and make her come back for more.
I looked round the shop, I needed to meet this woman and find out her secret. I obviously did not have a clue. I needed to find a way, to make him notice me, so that we could get it on and in. Until I realised, I was the only one in the shop and they were talking about me. I put back all my items and left laughing all the way down the street, and cackling when I reached the front door!
I was not sure what I was laughing more about, the fact that they thought I was getting it on, or the fact I was not getting it on, but everyone else saw it that way, I had to ask others, because if simply shop assistants thought that who had only seen me a few times what were others saying.
Christine, do you think I and prom King are getting down and nasty all the time?
She replies, course, we all do. You dress differently, you lost more weight, you do your hair even more regularly then before you started going out even more regularly.
I cannot say anything; I just put the phone down laughing.
I am on my bed screaming.
How naïve have I been? I appear this way to the outside world, but in the real world it was a totally different story, far from it.
I am going to cancel our date. One weekend of not drinking will do my body the world of good. I need to detox for at least one week. Maybe I need to permanently detox. He seems to think he is still in High School and I am on a totally different level. These last few weeks, I have explored things and done things I have never done before. The problem is I never remember them the next day, or exactly what it is I have done.
Therefore, is that classed as a relationship worth having or on a slippery dangerous slope? I am in a better position in life, to understand the difference between the two, and maybe because I
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