little more, force-feeding me counterfeit memories of loving and hating my sister, and itâs only because Iâm as stubborn as my dad was mean that she hasnât erased Phin entirely. But how long will that last?
Settling into bed, I gaze through the open window. The swamp chitters and snaps, alive with more danger than I know how to name. I remind myself Iâm not alone. I have Heath. And Abigail saw someone tonight. A boy. Maybe Phin. But having allies isnât thesame as having answers, and thereâs only one surefire way to get those.
I fall asleep with one dreadful thought in my mind: if I want to save my brother, Iâll have to follow him inside the swamp.
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I N THE MORNING, THEREâS A note taped to the mirror of my dresser. The script is so pretentious and cursive, I can barely read it:
Need a ride?âL M
I overslept and everyoneâs up with something to say. Mama holds my face between her palms while I reassure her Iâm fine, fine, fine. Darold heard I was driving around with âthat Durham boy,â and exerts parental authority under the guise of the law.
âYou know that boyâs troubled. I may not have had cause to pick him up in a while, but that doesnât mean heâs changed his ways.â He doesnât leave it there. âDrugs. Alcohol. Raving about the swamp. I donât like the thought of you getting mixed up with him.â
âHe just gave me a ride home,â I say.
âThatâs not what I heard,â Lenora May sings as she packs her bag. Sheâs acting for Mama and Darold, pretending to needle at her little sister. I glare and she adds, âBut who listens to rumors?â
âRumors about Heath might not be far from the truth.â Thankfully, Darold either missed Lenora Mayâs point entirely or ignored it. He speaks in a way that leaves no room for argument, on the edge of condescension and caring. Itâs a trick all men of the South have to learn before theyâre accepted as one of the good olâ boys. âI think itâs bestif you find other ways home from now on.â
Iâm about to share exactly what I think is best for me when Lenora May cuts in, âReady, Sterling? Iâm leaving now, if you want a ride.â
Some things are better left unsaid.
The Chevelleâs parked exactly where it always is, wet with dew and streaked yellow with pollen.
âHowâd you find it?â I ask, disappointed, but not surprised.
Lenora May casts a furtive glance at the swamp before answering. âI remember things the way you do, Sterling. I remember Dadâwell, the Lillard House seemed like the only likely place. Itâs where Iâd have taken it.â
Iâm startled by her honesty. And I canât help but be grateful that she stopped herself before intruding on my most painful memories of the man responsible for starting my life. This is becoming an all too familiar dance: treading lightly through the minefield of my memories, grasping at some, sidestepping others, and fleeing the ones that stick to me like burs.
Lenora May unlocks the doors and has the engine revving in two seconds. I hesitate, but Iâd rather get answers from her than the swamp. I settle into the passenger seat and buckle up. Once again, sheâs in a sundress and sandals with a white cardigan thrown over her shoulders. In spite of the morning shade, sheâs covered her eyes with huge, polka-dotted sunglasses that make her skin seem as pale as the moon and her lips as red as the Chevelle. She takes turns at reckless speeds and, as soon as weâre on the main drag of Sticks, accelerates to fifty in a thirty-five-mile-per-hour zone.
âYou know schoolâs the other way, right? And my dadâs a deputy?â I resist the urge to grip the seat. Never let
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