franchise for the area, so Iâm starting to set up meetings with the different coaches and trainers at the universities around here.â
Josh let that sink in before he said, âAnd that stuffâs good, right?â
âWhat? Super Stax?â
Josh nodded.
âYou think Iâd have you taking it if it wasnât?â his father said. âItâs proven. If you donât like the banana, they got it in chocolate, too.â
âNo, bananaâs okay.â
âJosh,â his father said, stopping at a red light and looking over at him. âI know itâs hard, but it gets easier. Trust me. Your body will adjust. Especially with the Super Stax. Thatâs what itâs for, to build muscle.â
Telling his father about Rockyâs car at the hospital danced on the tip of Joshâs tongue, but the direction of the conversation made him certain it would sound stupid, so he dropped it. After a few minutes, he turned the radio on to fill the silence while he replayed the fight with Perkins in his mind. Before today, Josh had never been in a fight.
When they got home, Josh choked down a glass of milk with Super Stax, then gobbled down two plates of his momâs spaghetti and meatballs. He tried to play a game of Candy Land with Laurel while his mom cleaned up the kitchen, but Laurel kept chewing the cards. After that he polished off what little homework he had, kissed his parents good-night, and crawled into bed early with a copy of Heat . He only got through a couple chapters before his eyes grew heavy, and he fell asleep without bothering to turn off the light.
Josh woke, and panic raced through his veins. Hisleft leg wouldnât move. He rolled from the bed and hit the floor, the feeling returning in the form of a million needles. Every other muscle in his body shrieked with pain. Josh groaned and pawed at the bed to help himself rise. He limped down the narrow hall to the bathroom. His father was just coming out, wearing only the bottoms of his red and white striped pajamas. His fatherâs hair was a mess and his beard extra stubbly.
âDad,â Josh moaned. âIâm sore all over. I can barely move. My shoulder.â
Josh clutched his aching right arm.
His father studied him for a few seconds with his lips pressed tight before he said, âHang on. I got something to help you.â
His father ducked back into the bathroom, and Josh followed him. His father opened the medicine cabinet behind the mirror and jiggled some pills out of a prescription bottle.
âHere,â his father said, handing Josh a little octagonal yellow pill.
Josh turned the pill over in his fingers and asked, âWhat is it?â
âAnti-inflammatory,â his father said. âGo ahead. Itâll help.â
âCan I?â Josh asked. âYou donât have to check with the doctor or anything?â
His father frowned and made an impatient gesturewith his hand. âYou think I donât know about this stuff?â
âNo.â Josh said. âI mean, yes. I know you know.â
âYouâll feel better,â his dad said, pushing past him and shuffling off toward his bedroom. âMedicine is part of sports. The higher you go, the more you have to get used to that. Itâs just part of the game. Donât worry. Itâs safe.â
Josh looked at the pill and the tiny numbers stamped on its face. He filled a paper cup with water and washed down the pill, then looked at himself in the mirror to see if anything had changed.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
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