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the next chick you try to screw over.”
    â€œIf I was tryna screw you over, I wouldn’t be at your door tryna talk.”
    â€œTalk? You’re probably horny.” He sucked on his bottom lip and smiled. Yes, my knees quivered, but I folded my arms over my chest like his lip suckin’ didn’t do me any favors. “Like I said, save it for the next chick you try to screw over.”
    â€œC’mon, Erin. It’s not even like that. I can’t lie and say I’m not thinkin’ ’bout that when you standin’ here lookin’ sexy in skinny jeans, breasts all out, hair down—man’s goin’ be a man. But I did come here to talk to you.”
    â€œAbout what?”
    â€œâ€Šâ€™Bout what happened. I ain’t wanna leave things like they’ve been.”
    â€œIt’s been a month, Tariq. It’s been left. There’s nothing more to discuss. And as my outfit points out, I’ve moved on to other things.”
    â€œIs that right?” Within seconds, his words were on my neck and his arms around my waist. I tried to push him away but his lips met my skin and I was lost in translation. His previous actions showed me we were over, but as his lips spoke dirty little nothings on my neck, all I could understand was how sweet his lips tasted when they touched mine. Before I realized it, we were in my apartment, trying to make it to the bedroom as quickly as our clothes hit the floor.
    I felt so stupid for letting him do me like he did, but as soon as my panties hit the floor, I was his. I was his to lay himself inside of and my emotions were his to toy with. Nonetheless, in that moment, I needed him. I needed to feel a man as strong and as sexy as Tariq freak me right and assure me that the woman thatstared back at me in the mirror deserved to be pleased the way she needed to be pleased. And Tariq was the man who knew how to please.
    â€œYou can’t stay here, Tariq.” I wrapped my legs around his waist so he couldn’t leave. “We can’t do this,” I assured him as I tilted my head back and let him suck the spaces below my chin that always sent shivers up my spine.
    â€œYou know you missed me,” he whispered in my ear as he pinned my wrists back and stroked his body on top of mine, He slowly satisfied me and forced me to reach my climax. “I came to make you come.”
    A task he knew all too well. As if his dick was meant for my satisfaction, I needed it to do to me what I lay in bed alone hoping he’d come back and do. I was fooling myself if I thought I had any say over what was going to happen the moment he knocked on my door. As soon as he knocked on my door, our fates were sealed and we were destined to lie in my bed soiling my sheets with me begging for more—and he knew it.

CHAPTER 10
Erin
    â€œT hat little girl brought home some random man.” Loraine stomped through my apartment pacing back and forth as she huffed and puffed. Loraine caught Teona sneaking some guy she met at the club that night into her home. Instead of being remorseful, Teona couldn’t understand why Loraine couldn’t accept her hustle. Two nights after my sexcapade with Tariq, I got a call at one-thirty in the morning that Teona dropped the bomb that Loraine was jealous. I didn’t even have to ask. Teona would be out the door and Loraine would be two seconds away from knocking down mine.
    I sat on the couch watching her, trying not to reveal the glorious night I had with Tariq. Tariq and I never really talked. I didn’t get the answers I truly needed from him. Questions like, Where’s your wife?, Where’s your son?, Why didn’t you ever feel the need to tell me? were left hanging in the same spot where I asked myself, “Why do you always let him in?” Either way, I came four ways ’til Sunday and damn sho’ wasn’t complaining. “You knew your sister wasn’t an