âappy.â
Thomas puffed heavily and his lungs strained like exhausted bagpipes.
âHow old are you?â said Arnie, trying not to cough.
âEighteen â though I know I donât look it. Long pins donât run far in our family.â
âWere you forced to join the army?â
âNo one made us. But everyone was signinâ up and I wanted to do my bit. When the posters came out spoutinâ âYour Country Needs YOUâ, I didnât think twice.â
âOk,â said Arnie, âI get that.â
âBut I âad no ideaâ¦â said Thomas, looking away.
âIs it
really
awful out there?â Arnie said after a moment.
âYeah â âtis,â said Thomas, drawing hard on his cigarette. âWhatever they tell you â nothinâ can prepare you for standinâ on the top of the ladder and lookinâ out over the miles of churned up groundâ¦coils of barbed wire andâ¦bodiesâ¦I just couldnât deal with itâ¦I failed.â
âYou tried thoughâ¦â reasoned Arnie. âThatâs important isnât it?â
âLook where I am now. In a real fix!â
âBut you could explainâ¦â
âNo. I ran away. Thatâs not an excuse. I left âem behindâ¦â
Arnie floundered, thinking of something helpful to say.
âSo, youâre really a stranger âere like me then.â Thomas said changing the subject.
âKind of,â said Arnie, swinging his legs a little. âIâm just passing through. Iâd meant to leave earlier but my plans changed and so had to stay for the night. I hope to be away first thing.â Arnie crossed his fingers behind his back and wished.
âLikewise,â yawned Thomas through dense patterns of mucky smoke. âBut if Iâm gonna âave a fightinâ chanceâ¦I should âave that rest now.â He stood up and dragged himself over to a corner.
âYou cross with me?â he called back as he lay down.
âWhy?â said Arnie.
âDisturbinâ your peace. I must be the last person you expected to find down âere. âEll of a surprise?â
âNot quite,â said Arnie truthfully.
âWell, sorry âbout that, but I didnât plan it that way either â it just âappened.â
âWhat? You running away?â
âDidnât want to but âad to in the end.â
Arnie looked to the floor.
âItâs ok you can say it. Not right to desert your country. I
do
know that.â
âI donât know what to think,â said Arnie, leaning back in his chair.
âWhy should you? Youâre only a nipper â what do
you
know?â
âYes,â said Arnie softly. âI donât know anything really.â
Thomas sighed. âThanks for not judginâ me â Iâve done enough of that myself for one day.â
Arnie stood up and indicated the sofa. âYou should sleep on this.â
âNo, noâ¦Iâll be all right âere. Iâm more used to sleepinâ on the ground.â Then Thomas sat up and pointed a finger at Arnie.
âYou promise not to âand me in while Iâm asleep?â
âYouâre fine. Iâll keep watch,â said Arnie, forcing a flat smile.
âKeep watch?â Thomas frowned.
âYes, till itâs time for you to see your mum.â
âOh. Ok. I thought you meant somethinâ else,â he yawned. âA few minutes spark out is all I need. At least itâs quiet âere,â he said softly, closing his eyes and laying back down. âLittle chance of an attack tonight,â he said resigned, âso peacefulâ¦â He rolled over away from Arnie. âDo you know a funny thing?â
âNo.â
âUntil I got called up, Iâd never spent a night away from âome before.â
âOh?â
âAnd âere I am â to
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