catch you and throw you off of the ship; you know that, donât you?â
âThey havenât thrown me off yet.â Then she stopped and looked me in the eye. âAre you here because you want to help me, or are you just afraid Iâll turn you in for your friendâs birth certificate?â
âI donât know,â I admitted.
She studied me for a moment, then said, âI wonât turn you in. Youâre free to go.â
But I didnât leave. I should have, but I didnât. âIâm not gonna help you steal.â
âTaking money from people on this boat is not stealing. It is the redistribution of wealth.â
âYeah, into your pocket.â
â ¡Idiota! The money is not for me. And donât ask me who itâs for, because Iâm not telling you. Just know that it is needed more by them than the people who have it now.â
âDonât you think theyâll miss it?â
âNo,â said Tilde, very sure of herself. âI never take more than five dollars no matter how much they have. And believe me, some of the people on this boat have more money than God.â Which is an expression that never quite made sense to me, because if money is the root of all evil, how could God be rolling in it? Itâs what you call âflawed logic.â
âSo will you help me?â Tilde asked.
âNo,â I told her. âNo way.â And then I added, âLet me think about it.â
Then she handed me a key card. It just looked like a blank, white card, with a magnetic strip. None of the fancy designs that the other key cards had. âThis is a passkey,â she told me. âIt will get you in any room on the ship. If you decide you want to do something more in this world than get fat and sunburned, come to Bernie and Luluâs room, then climb from their balcony to the lifeboat. Just make sure Bernie and Lulu arenât around.â Then she pushed open a door that said AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY .
I looked at the passkey like I was holding something I could be executed for. âWhere did you get this?â
She reached into her pocket and pulled out a second one. âSame place I got this one.â Then the door closed behind her.
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You canât throw a stone in this world without hitting someone whoâs doing something theyâre not supposed to be doingâsuch as throwing stones. Most of the time we either donât notice what other people are up to or we donât care. It falls into that industrial-sized ânot my problemâ bowl where we stash stuff like Ebola outbreaks, Japanese earthquakes, and African genocide. Itâs a nasty vat of soup.
I guess itâs a defense mechanism. I mean, we all canât be Mother Teresa, so instead of filling our heads with other peopleâs problems, we opt for our own problems, which are never as big as we make them out to be. Then, if we start to feel guilty that weâre insensitive boneheads, we go and adopt some orphaned kitten we see on the news because itâs easier to save a kitten than it is to save the entire Sudan and because kittens are cute, but starvation and/or genocide is not. In fact, itâs disturbing and who wants to bring that kind of grief into their comfortable living room? So we keep on saving cats and throwing a few bucks at telethons, and we feel good about ourselves.
Meanwhile, we ignore that vat of really bad things in the worldâa vat that ainât smelling any sweeter the longer it sits. We can live with it, as long as we never dip our ladle into the soup. We can die happy, because, as they say, itâs blissful to be an ignoramus.
I admit to being an ignoramus for most of my life, but not all the time.
So there I was, on what was supposed to be the best vacation of my life, and what do I do? I start chugging from the nasty vat.
I knew that whatever world Tilde came from,
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