greyness. She sat on the bag. An elderly man in a long collarless coat passed, seemingly raising an eyebrow; his white geometric beard turned away from her. She saw the hem of his kurta emerge from his coat, and felt embarrassed. Another pair of younger, bearded men. Leela looked away.
âAh!â Amyâs cry was all of pleasure; it was nonetheless formidable. Leela allowed herself to be swept into a hug, then led to the door.
âOh no, oh no,â Amy murmured as she attacked the door and rummaged in her bag. âAaah. Thought Iâd lost the keys again.â
They went in, Leela behind her friend, a flurry of voice and red hair, and then the house, surprisingly modern: steel and leather furniture, expensive sofas.
âItâs very plush,â Leela said.
âUh, well, I think itâs a bit fucking expensive. Iâd rather live somewhere grottier and cheaper, but the boys found it.â
âWell, at least itâs nice.â
âLetâs get a cup of tea. I told them I was sick at work, to get out in time for you, and now I think I actually am feeling sick.â
âOh no!â
âBoring, boring,â agreed Amy viciously, whacking tea bags into not very clean mugs. âItâs disgusting here, disgusting. No oneâs washed up in weeks. Weâre paying a cleaner a hundred quid to come round and sort it out. Iâd do it myself for that much money but I canât suggest that.â
They took their mugs up the stairs, into a room that was warm and furnished with all the items Leela recognised as characteristic of her friend: a thick duvet, crumpled into a strange shape; clothes on the floor; black shoes of two types, either high-heeled and intimidating, or flat and mannish, all scuffed and tossed on the ground.
Amy stooped, dived into a pile of laundry, emerged with something frilled and pink and used it to tie up her hair: a pair of knickers. âTheyâre clean,â she said.
Leela grinned. âIâve got a present for you in my bag.â
âOh, lovely! I donât have your Christmas present yet, but Iâm doing my shopping at home.â
They were spending Christmas at Amyâs parentsâ. Leela looked forward to it: as much to the warmth and adult conversation, the sense of an ordered world, as to the comfort.
âIâm feeling really sick, Leela,â said Amy pathetically.
âGet into bed,â she suggested. Amy climbed under the duvet.
âIâll get you some aspirin,â Leela said.
âThink I just need to sleep,â she said, rolling herself in the covers. âTalk to me for a bit.â
Leela sat on the other side of the bed, hugging her knees, and they began a conversation; Amy fell asleep within minutes. The room filled with her smell: a mix of musk, tea, and yoghurt.
Leela went downstairs, feeling she was on a stage set, waiting to be found. The others knew she would be there, but only for a couple of days before she and Amy went away.
She opened her book, Moon Park . She was reading about cunnilingus in a lift when the door opened, introducing a man in a brown suit and loafers, James, and a blast of cold air.
âHi Leela,â James said. He gave her a big grin. They hugged. âHow was your trip? Did you get in today?â
âIn the afternoon.â
âIs Amy here?â James was getting a pouch of tobacco out of his jacket pocket. He put down a leather briefcase, sat in an armchair near Leela, and began to talk, rolling a cigarette. Tobacco fell on his corduroy suit. He worked in art publishing. How grown up everyone had become.
âHowâs work?â Leela asked.
James lit the cigarette. Smoke filtered into his blondish hair. âHuh?â he said.
âHowâs work?â
âItâs all right.â He grinned, showing yellow teeth. âItâs all right, itâs all right.â He sighed, shoved his hand in his hair, smoked again.
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